The Girl Who Lives In Hell

proposal with a little surprise

Watching my mom lay in the hospital bed hurt my feelings so deep. All these tubes inside her. When will he stop? When will he not hurt us? When will we be safe? He come back every time. Watching my little sister live through everything i had to live through hurt. I don't want her to have to go through what i had to go through. I want her to be better than what i'll ever be. -Knock Knock- "sorry i heard your mom was here, and i knew i could find you here i wanted to talk" I turned to see Chad standing with a beautiful bouquet of my mother's favorite flowers. " Ha ha hi Chad" he chuckled at my stuttering habit. "Can I talk to you outside ma beauté " I started thinking to myself. What did he just call me? Can he talk to me? whatttttt? I laid my sister down on the long couch. I kissed her before i walked out. I closed the door quietly behind me. Chad took my hand, " Mya I really like you" He looked down as if it was hard to express his feelings. "I always have liked you. You're beautiful. You're different. You're an amazing individual." I jacked my hand back and yelled at him . "Is this a joke? Is everyone here ready to laugh at me!" Chad sighed "ma beauté I really like you for real" He got on his knee. I can't believe my ears. Why is he on his kneee? He took a rose from behind his back. Everyone started to stare. "Mya, I mean ma beauté will you go to prom with me?" They cheered him on. I had no choice but to say yea. " yes Chad" He jumped up and picked me up off my feet. "ma beauté i'll pick you up tomorrow for school" "You'll what? Why?" "I want everyone to know i'm feelings you Mya and I don't care what they think." He gives me a kiss on the cheek and walks away. As he leave I turn to walk in the room while smelling my rose. "Who was that baby girl? " Nobody momma i told her. "I heard he asked you to prom are you excited" I smirked, "Mom i'm excited i guess." "We'll just have to get you something smashing to wear right?" I laughed. I know mom always wanted me to go to a dance. It was never my thing. I know if i go i'll make her super happy. " Baby i want you and Bella to go back home. Momo said she'll be there shortly." I made a face. "Mom what if he's there. What if he hurts Bella? "Baby it's okay take the cab and everything will be okay. Kiss Bella for me." A tear fell from my face but i wiped it quick before my mom could see. I kissed her cheek "get some sleep momma." I picked Bella up and put her over my shoulder. I closed the door quietly sure not to wake her. The nurses admired my sister, so as we left they waved bye. As i took the elevator my sister shifted her head. When we made it outside it was pouring raining. I waved my hand for a cab, but instead i got the detective attention. He insisted he give us a ride. I have to admit i was scared to get in the car with him. I'm scared of any man actually. He quickly got out and opened the passenger's door for me. I hesitated to get in. I guess he noticed that because he told me don't be afraid. Instead of putting Bella in the back I held her the whole way. The detective told me it's okay to tell the truth. That he'll help me anytime i needed. He gave me his number too. He told me to call when i needed help. The whole ride was silent after that. He pulled up to my house. It was dark and it look so scary. I eased out of the car. I walked slowly to the door. I twisted the door open and looked back to let the detective know we were okay. When i turned the light on My dad was there waiting. I didn't know what to do. I looked at my sister than at him. I will not let him harm her, If that means he had to harm me. "So where's your mom Mya." He looked at me like he cared. when i didn't answer him he smashed his hand against the wooden table. "Answer me damnit ." He woke Bella. "whea mommy m-a-y-a." I told her to hush. He glared at me. I starred at Bella's door, to see how could i make it to the room before he catches me. "look dad a car is pulling up" He ran to the window. I ran as fast as i could with a baby in my hand. I made it to Bella's room and locked the door. I told Bella that everything was fine and that daddy just wanted to play hide and seek. I locked the door from the inside and gave her a pillow I told her no matter what she hear don't open the door. Dad begin to beat on the door. "Open this damn door slut." Bella cried i kissed her and told her everything would be okay. I took the iron bat out the closet before i locked it. Before i knew it dad broke the door open. "Don't get close to me or i will hit you i'm not afraid." He laughed at me once again. "You're just like your mother, weak and scared." I swung. I hit him and the head and he almost fell. He ran into me. His big body fell on me. He was strong. He held me against the bed. "So you wanna be a women right? Ima treat you like one."