The Girl Who Lives In Hell

It's your baby Chad

Chad moved away from me. "No it can't be." He took his keys and headed out of the house. I was scared for him i was scared for me. I held my stomach. " It's okay daddy's fine baby." I like my baby to know that everything's okay and there's nothing to worry about. My mom rushed in the room. I didn't look up at her. "Awe baby he didn't take it well. He didn't know. I started to cry all over again. I was scared the more i cared the more i'll lose my mini me. I laid back in the bed and fell asleep.

"Daddy daddy" the baby called out. Chad ran up and gave the baby a big hug. Nancy was right behind him. When Chad finished hugging him he kissed her. He wrapped his arms around her waist and he went inside. The house was beautiful and big. She was pregnant again. He kissed her belly.

I woke up crying. Chad was there standing over me. His eyes were red. He look like he was doing drugs. I knew that wasn't possible. He helped me sit up. "Chad i don't know about us. If it's your baby. I don't want to deal. I can't deal." "Mya if it's my baby i have to step up. I can't be a dead beat father is that what you want. How would you feel if it was the other way around?" I got out the bed. I walked to Chad and started getting in his face. " Chad how could you not know. You said you loved me. I thought we were going to be a family." I said while rubbing my belly. He tried touching me and i jacked away. "We are going to be a family." "I don't want to share you. Your first kid is hers and if that's happening go just leave." Chad got a phone call. He tried leaving but i wouldn't let him leave me. He rushed to the hospital. when he made it there he asked for Nancy i knew what time it was. She called for him because she was in labor. He rushed into the room with her. All i could do was cry. My feelings were hurt. She was stealing my boyfriend, my baby daddy right from under me. He stayed in the room while she gave birth, i sat passing around the waiting room. Finally the door open and Nancy was sweating like crazy, but she had a baby in her arms. Chad was crouched over her. He took a glance at me. I stood in the doorway a good 2 minutes, not believing my eyes. I turned and walked out the door holding my belly i threw my hand for a cab. It was over. Chad was hers. That's what she always wanted. I sat in the back of the cab still holding my belly. I weeped. "You still love me right?" I told my baby. "We're here." When i made it inside i went straight to the room and locked the door. I laid in the bed and shifted a little. I wasn't comfortable. I shut my eyes anyway.

2 hours later

*bangbang*

I pulled myself out of the bed and opened the door. It was Chad. I stood there starring at his gloomy eyes. He had been crying. He held his head low. He couldn't stand the look i was giving him. "Are you happy?" I ask him, walking to the bed letting him in. "You know im not Mya." "You look like a family you know. Guess you can leave mine now. I made up my mind too." I said sitting on the bed not making eye contact. I'm giving the baby up as soon as it comes . "It's best for the baby." Chad raced to my face and grabbed me by my chin. I never saw this part of him before. "You will carry my baby. You will keep our baby and we will raise our baby together living in the same damn house." I jerked away from him. "Chad you have a family. You picked your family. He glared at me not speaking. I laid back down and turned on my side, not facing him. He sat on the edge of the bed. "I love you.... and... and you have to understand that if this is my child i have to take care of it." I could feel my tears coming i wanted to be so upset with him, but he was right. He had to man up an take care of his problem, and his baby. He leaned in and wrapped his arms around me. I didn't mind. I guess maybe i just had to accept it.

Sorry guys for the delay. I have been having a lot of person issues i hope you guys understand!