The Girl Who Lives In Hell

Sister!!!

I feel myself get heated. Sister i say louder and louder. I jump up angry as i don't know what. I have a sister i don't even know about. Another piece of our family. I scare Chad. He comes running out the shower. Leaving it running. He's still wet, with his towel wrapped around him."What's the matter babe." I hand him the letter. He begins reading. "Sister" he says after he's done. "Babe are you okay. Calm down please stress is bad for the baby." "I want to call my mom and flash on her. I wanna yell at her." I talk uncontrollably. Chad can't keep up. "Please babe, our baby, please for our baby" I lay back, trying to calm myself. "Get some sleep  please. Chad grabs his boxers and put them on. He lays my head against his chest and rubs my belly. I finally fall asleep.

*Morning*

When i woke up i was heated. I'm still super upset.  I throw my robe on and head downstairs. It's a note on the table.
 

Forgot to give you your last present Flip this note over... Just because i got you your Id already don't mean you're not going to work for it. P.s look on the shelf next to your favorite book.
I'm super excited i scream and wake Chad up. He rush downstairs. "Are you okay." I run to him i'm fine baby look. I shake my brand new keys in front his face. He gets excited too we go outside and it's a 2017 Maserati, it's a light blue. I tell you  that man knows what i like. I click the button and get inside the car. You don't even need to stick the key in the  ignition. I check the back and everything. It's wow i don't i don't have words. When i go back inside. Chad is cooking for us. I sit at the table. "Chad i've been thinking." I tell him playing with my phone. " You've been thinking?" "Serious Chad i've been thinking i should visit him and see about my sister before i comfort my mother." Chad turns around and flips out at me. " Are you crazy? You think i'm going to let you go near him. With our baby. You're losing your mind if you think that's happening." I bite my tongue with him for a second. I know he's right, but i need answers. "Chad but he'll be totally honest before my mom will. Plus you can come with. And it's glass windows. He can't even touch me. I'm not going to reconnect. We're going to get information. Please babe. Pleaseeeeeeeeee." Chad cuts me off without looking at me. "Fine." " After your doctor's appointment we'll take the drive and go. Plus you still can't drive." "Who even said i wanted to stupid head." I tell him slapping his head laughing." We are taking my car though." I tell him as i kiss him. "Fine go get ready." "I head upstairs, i call dad up to thank him, while i get dressed. I've been wearing dresses a lot they are way comfortable then a stupid shirt and pants. Dad picks up,"Yello hey hunny he says." I could tell he's in the car. because he always talks louder when he shouldn't because i could still hear him. "I was calling to thank you for that super hot car you got me. I love you. I love you. I love you." "No thing baby girl you deserved it. I hope you ate and are getting ready to leave your appointment starts in 15 minutes you know." "Dang i thought i had more time, catch you later daddy. Love you!" I hang up i run brush my teeth fix my hair and throw on some sandals. "Chad come get ready we have 15 minutes i yell." When he gets up he kisses me and tells me foods on the table. I get downstairs i eat not to fast to hurt myself. I pack the food in the car so i could eat it on the way. Then i grab my travel food kit that the doctor say keep on me when i'm away from the house at all times. I swear i have a lot of rules. I'm telling you don't think of my food kit as nothing special it has maybe two snacks in there that's aloud and all fruits. At least they're my favorite kinds. I sit in the car, eating my strawberry pancakes drinking my orange juice. Chad hops in the car. The smell of a new car is so amazing, to bad i'm not the first driver babe is. When we make it to the appointment i get called in as soon as i hit the door. Chad and i rush to the back laughing, we got lucky. The nurse gestures me to a seat and sits at the computer. That's when you know it's question time." Any bleeding?" "No" "Headaches" "Barley" "Virginal pain?" "No" "okay that's all." She says then she lets me know that my doctor will be in soon. We wait about 5 minutes. My doctor walks in and greets us. He grabs his rolling chair and comes near me he raises up my dress. I'm glad i wore shorts today. He begin to press on my stomach. Next he gets the jelly and places it on my belly. On the little screen we get to see our little baby. Chad is a baby he starts to cry. I just gasp and say ."look at my little baby." "Everything looks fine see you back when you make 4 months and 2 weeks."  After we finish My doctor gives me little pictures to take home. When we leave i'm super hungry. I grab my food kit and eat pineapples. The ride to the prison is long. So i eventually fall asleep. When we make it there it's 4:00. It's a four hour drive. Chad comes to open my door for me and help me out the car. He holds my hand the whole way. When we make it in the building it smells like trouble. I hold his hand even tighter. "Drew please." They knew who i was talking about right away. A man gestured me and Chad to the back. We both sat at the glass waiting for my uhh Drew. My leg started to shake. "Babe if you can't do this we can go." " No i came here for answers i have to get them." As i turned my head back to the glass he was here. He was now taking his seat. "Heey sweat heart, is this your baby's father." "Dad cut it please yes this is Chad my boyfriend. I came here for answers, you said sister what do you mean." "I never thought you would find out, but i knew eventually one of us would spill it. Her names Sarah. She's a women now. Well she's 19. She has a kid he's 3 his name is Jason." "Why did you keep her from us?" "We did because that's what we thought was best. She was in danger. She fell in with the wrong group. She got her boyfriend killed. When we hid her in the states, i lost my mind. She was my little girl. I couldn't even keep her safe. We sent her to live with your aunt in Washington. She's been trying to connect with you, Bella ,and your mother." "I understand." "Mya if you're ready to meet her she could come down. She's been wanting to meet Bella. you guys use to be close. I know you probably don't remember." " I ughh." "Babe it's okay take your time." Chad said. "I want to meet her." My dad face lit up like that's all he ever wanted was my okay. I knew i didn't wanna reconnect with him. but Sarah i had to meet. "How are you doing Mya, I heard you been in out of the hospital." I could see his guilt in his eyes. I couldn't be salty it just wasn't me. "I dream about you. I dream you kill me. I almost lost my baby. 30% chance he or she will live." I tell him rubbing my belly. Chad stared at me. "You okay babe." I zoned. "Yea i'm ugh fine." "I'm sorry baby girl i'm really sorry. I never meant to hurt you all i just lost myself. I hope one day you can forgive me. I love you." "I love you too." When we got to the car Chad held me before we pulled off. When we made it home i went straight to sleep.

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