The Girl Who Lives In Hell

He Took My Innocence

He held my arms, while i resisted. He slapped and choked me. He ripped my favorite shirt off. I screamed louder and louder. "Are you okay Mya" Bella screamed. "It's okay Bella" I cried. No one came to my rescue. He shifted off my pants. I shoved him hard. He punched me." shut up and take it like a women."His own daughter, his blood. My mind went blank. I couldn't fight it anymore. I was shook. He took my panties off. His rough hands leaving marks for life. He held me down. He forced himself inside. I groaned, it hurt so bad. He pushes harder and harder. My innocence being taken by my own father. I finally could move i yelled at him. "Why me, daddy i thought you loved me? i'm your child ? your own?" I cried. "I never loved you. You are a mistake. Now shutup and take it." His words stung like the sun beaming on your back on a summer hot day, but way hotter. He flipped me over and held my neck with his hand tightly. I tried moving and he pulled my hair. Why? Why is he hurting me? He forced hisself inside me again. He pushed harder and harder and harder. I cried louder. Finally he fell over and left. "You better not say anything you brat." He searched for Bella. I screamed for him to leave her alone and just go. He finally gave up. I leaped over to close the door. As i ran back to the bed i notice the sheets were covered in blood. I'm so scared. I leaned against the headboard of the bed and pulled the cover up to my face. Tears ran from my eyes. Even though he beat us i thought he loved me. I could hear a soft voice "Mya, Mya are you okay." I quickly put my pants back on and hid my panties and the sheets in the corner. "Open up Bella it's me, Mya."  She ran out and hugged me I hugged her tighter. I decided that it was best we stay in the closet. I locked it back. I don't know what to do. i searched for my phone. I finally found it. I dialed the detective's number. "Hello detective Mike here." Detective mike this is Mya. I'm in the closet with Bella he came back. He he raped me." The phone was silent. I then could hear detective Mike go crazy. "Mya oh Mya i'm so sorry i'm on the way stay where you are please. I'm going to stay on the phone i'm 5 minutes away." I cried " yes sir." Bella hugged me tighter. "Mya, Wha is wape?" I felt crazy that my little sister even had to hear the word. I'll die before i let him hurt her. I felt something drop into my hand. I flashed my phone it was blood. My face was leaking, i guess being raped by my own father took the fact that he punched me and slapped me around off my mind. I heard the door slam open and someone screaming my name. It was detective Mike here to save us. I quickly unlocked the door. I could hear Mike with the police reading my father his rights. I held Bella in my arms and walked out the room. Dad was yelling. "WHAT THE F*uck did i do? I'll never hurt my precious daughter he tried to touch me but detective stopped him. I hesitated. As the police officers arrested him and walked him outside. The same crowd was watching. Detective Mike walked up to me in disbelief. He kneeled to me. "Are you okay Mya?" I broke into tears, " i've never been okay. I'll never be okay. My dad hates me." He took me into his arms. "Mya you are the most bravest young lady i've ever met. You are powerful in many ways." If he only knew what i thought of myself. Soon the ambulance came and they laid me on the bed. They tend to ask a lot of questions. "What happen?" my biggest fear to answer. Before i could answer the detective whispered something in the lady's ear. She shook her head "lay back baby." They sat my sister on the side and detective handed her an apple juice. Why were they kind to us! She handed me an ice pack as they closed the doors. " Ill be right behind you i promise Mya." 30 minutes later we were at the hospital once again. I was rushed in. I was most worried about my little sister. She cried. She was so confused. Detective Mike held my sister and was with me the whole way. They took a lot of blood from me. After that they told detective to leave the room. Before he left he said everything was fine. They told me put my feet on these things ladies use to have babies. I remember because when momma had Bella she had to rest her feet on these too. I remember her business being showed. I zoned out. "Please Mya put your feet up here i promise we won't hurt you." After being rapped i was scared to open my legs at all. I knew what they were doing was to help me so i put my feet up. I saw the lady go down with wet wipes so i figured blood was still down there. I felt so weird, nasty. I hated myself. I felt that it was all my fault. "Ima going to stick this in you it shows me your insides it will feel slight cold okay?" i nodded. As she slid it in It hurt so badly i jumped. I was still sore. I could see my insides on the monitor though. She told me my inside was a little scratched other than that i didn't have any type of disease. She told me she'll give me some medicine because i'll be sore for a couple of days when i pee and stuff like that. After she finished they cleaned the blood from my eye. Then they patched it. I guess you can say he messed my eye up pretty bad. The nurse finally let detective and Bella  back in. Bella ran to my arms. She fell right asleep. I guess detective felt bad he kept   apologizing to me for some reason. The nurse told me it was best i get some sleep so he watched me  the whole time.

What do you think will happen to the father?
How do you think Issa will feel when she finds out?
Will she blame herself?
Will Mya tell Chad?
What will Chad think?
Stay tuned for the next part😘