I always thought I loved Grayson from in front of the screen, but I always knew he could never love me the way I loved him until last night.
I now see him as a person in my reach and that made me have different feelings.
Maybe I loved him on the screen but maybe I didn't love him off of it?
Being the hard core fan I was I had this idea in my head on how my relationship with Grayson, if I had one that is, would be this perfect fantasy but in actuality it wasn't.
There is heartbreak and fights but also love and affection.
Do I really not love him?
"(Y/n) you have been siting in your room eating ice cream and binge watching Netflix for the past 6 hours you need to tell me what's going on." (Y/f/n) said as she sat on the side of my bed waiting for a response.
I finally pulled it out of myself "Grayson told me he loved me..."
"That's great! That's what you wanted Isn't it?"
"I thought it was before he actually said it now I'm in a rut I don't know what I want." I pulled my covers over my head and cried
" I know what this is."
"What?" I said the covers muffling my speech.
"Are you afraid of him leaving you? Are you scared he might not want you anymore? Are you afraid of...heartbreak?"
All she saw was a nodding motion in the covers.
"Well there you go!" She said pulling the covers off your head.
"What do you mean?"
"(Your full name) you are desperately in love with Grayson Bailey Dolan."
She was right I was telling myself these things so if We would break up my heart wouldn't be shattered in a million pieces.
I got up as quickly as I could and yelled
"I AM IN LOVE WITH GRAYSON BAILEY DOLAN!!!"
I knocked on Grayson's door as hard and as fast as I could.
"Stop I'm coming!" I heard from inside his apartment.
He opened the door and all I saw was a sad little Grayson looking in your eyes
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I smile as much as I could and said "I love you too!"
"Wait really!?"
"Yes! I love you, I love you so much!"
He picked me up from the knees and swung me around the room.
When he put me down I laced my fingers around his neck and he grabbed my waist and we kissed.
Our lips moving in sync with each other's.
And for the first time in my life I felt like I had a future with someone I loved more than I loved myself .
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