Fantasy (Sebastian x reader)

Merry Christmas!!!

  (Y/n) pov
  It was 5 days till Christmas. I was dancing around the manor singing the occasional Christmas songs. Well what I could remember of them. I was so excited this would be the first Christmas I wouldn't have to spend at my apartment. I was decorating like a mad woman. From the corner of my eye I noticed a strange dark figure lurking. Sometimes he gives me the creeps! Next thing I knew he wrapped his arms around me and kissed my cheek.
     "What do you think you're doing?" I asked holding his arms that were still around me. He placed his chin on my shoulder.
      "Can't I just admire you from afar?" He asked blowing in my ear.
     I pushed away. And looked up into his eyes.
    "No you can't because that's called stalking. And sometimes stalkers get arrested"
    "Well my darling" he said spinning me around with a dip "The only crime I'm guilty of is simply loving you" (Only a few will get this quote😂)
       Sebastian leaned in to kiss me but I put my hand over his mouth. His eyes narrowed.
     "Now Sebastian, it's almost Christmas you wouldn't want to ruin the holiday tradition!" I moved out of his arms and skipped merrily down the stairs singing
  "On the first day of Christmas my true love gave to me a partridge in a pear tree!"

   Later on that day I heard a loud yell coming from the master's room. I placed my ear against the door so I wouldn't disturb.
  "Sebastian! I can't do this!" I heard Ciel say.
   "Yes, you can my lord you just need to try" Sebastian answered.
    "What if it's no good?"
    "I'm sure everything will be fine just trust me"
     What the heck are they talking about?
     "I leave myself in your hands don't disappoint me" Ciel answered.
     "I promise I will make you happy" Sebastian said.
  I cracked the door open a bit just to see inside.
    "Sebastian I don't want you seeing (Y/n)"
      "My lord?"
    "You know how she makes me jealous. You are mine and only mine" I saw Ciel touch Sebastian's arm.
   "As you wish my lord" he answered. Sebastian leaned down towards him as Ciel stood on his toes.
     I threw open the door.
"No!" I yelled. The both turned to look at me. I stood infront of Sebastian facing the traitor."He is mine I will fight you for him."
      They both looked at each other then bursted out laughing. "What? What's so funny?" I looked up at Sebastian pouting.
   "My kitten we knew you were there" Sebastian assured me.
    "You should have seen the look on your face" Ciel continued to laugh.
   "I may not be able to do anything to you but I can to him" I grabbed Sebastian's tie and dragged him to the other side of the room.
     I pushed Sebastian into the corner and pointed at him!
    "Stay in this corner until I tell you too or I'll whoop you!" I turned to leave but he caught my wrist and pulled me to his chest.
    "Is that a promise?"
  I turned around and stared him down "Stay" I said and walked back to Ciel.
    "What was it you actually needed from him?" I asked.
     "Well it's almost Christmas and Lizzy has already gotten me something but-"
      "You waited til the last minute didn't you?" I said crossing my arms.
     "Yeah I did, now will you let Sebastian help me or not?"
      "No Sebastian's in time out" I looked over at the corner and saw him pouting like a puppy. He's way too cute for his own good! Just looking at his cuteness made me want to cry in awe. "Ugh fine! But only if I can go too"
    Finny comes running in the room out of breath. We all stood there dumbfounded waiting for him to speak.
   "Lady *cough* Elizabeth *wheeze* is making the manor pink again!" He hurried on his last few words.
    Ciel sighed.
  "You two will have to handle this on your own"
    "Yes my lord" Sebastian bowed. Ciel smiled then blew Sebastian a kiss.
   "We shall soon see each other again my love" Ciel said.
   I jumped infront of Sebastian with my arms crossed. Ciel and Finny left the room. And let's just say with the redness of Finny's face that he has quite a story to tell the other servants.
"Are you ready kitten?" Sebastian said holding out his arm for me to take it.
I looked him over. But instead of taking his arm I kept mine crossed and walked away with a "hmph". I heard his low chuckle as I walked away then his footsteps following close behind me.
We made it into town where they had tables set up like some sort of festival. I looked at Sebastian confused.
"Christmas on the streets is known as the 'money making month' where all the stores that usually don't make anything actually have a chance"
"I feel like you're making fun of them." I give a sly smile "kinda childish".
"Look who's talking" he smirks taking my face in his hand.
"We are uh g-getting off track" I say rushing to a table.
The first table is covered with jewels and other trinkets. The man was short with long silver hair and he was missing one of his bottom teeth. He gave us a smile and held up a string of pearls.
     "How about this nice necklace for the pretty lady?" He said holding them up to Sebastian.
     "Actually sir I'm hoping for something more along the lines of a band.....thank you anyway" I said grabbing Sebastian's hand and pulling him to a different table.
      "Why such a rush?" He asked
     "Because everything he had was fake! Ciel's fiancé deserves something better!" I said moving to the next table. "Sebastian I have a question"
"What is it kitten?" he asked trying to look down at my face but I turned my head.
"Why do you like me?" I asked. He looked shocked at my question but he didn't answer. I wouldn't look at him I was too afraid that he would give me an answer I didn't want to hear.
Because I cared about him. I cared about him so much but I knew in my heart he could do better than me. He deserves so much more.
"Why do you think? Kitten" he asked. I turned around to take a look at his face. He was smiling at me sweetly.
"If I'm being honest Sebastian I don't know, you deserve so much more than m-"
"Stop right there" he said lifting my chin up so I'd look into his eyes "I like you because of your will power and determination, I like you because you stay with me no matter what danger I may put you through and most of all I like you because you are everything I could ever want and more. (Y/n) I don't just like you...I love you".
At his words my eyes widened and tears wanted to fall down my cheeks. He leaned his face down and kissed me it lasted only 2 seconds but it was enough to make the heat rush to my cheeks. I put my head on his shoulder hiding my face from him because I was so happy and embarrassed at the same time.
A few hours later we finally found something that both the master and Elizabeth would like. Of course I saw a few things I wanted but I wouldn't let my expression show it.... I knew if Sebastian saw the look on my face he would use his money to get it for me and that would make me feel terrible about myself.
When we got back to the manor there was a horse and carriage out front. It couldn't be lady Elizabeth's because the crest on the man drivings coat was different. It looked like two snakes wrapped around each other with a dagger through the middle of where they connected. We made it inside and at the top of the staircase was the master talking with a blonde woman in a red dress.
"There's my butler now" Ciel said. I snapped back to reality when I saw the woman turn around. She had beautiful hazel eyes and enough makeup on for 3-4 people. But that didn't matter because she was gorgeous. Her skin was slightly tan and she was only a little shorter than Sebastian. Sebastian! I turned my head to look over at him and he was staring right at her! His eyes were huge! Looking at him look at another girl like that made me sick to my stomach. She walked down the stairs continuing to stare at him. She stood right infront of him and kissed him right on the mouth. I felt tears forming in my eyes and I saw her one eye open and look out to the side where I was standing. If it wasn't for her mouth being connected with his she'd probably still be smiling at me. I couldn't take it anymore so I ran right up the stairs past Ciel and right into my room. I felt like a Disney princess as I threw myself on to the bed and cried like a child. I cried until I heard a knock on the door. I jumped up and locked the door before whoever it was could enter. Of course that didn't stop them. In no time Sebastian was at my window.
"What do you want?" I asked. He opened the window and crawled inside.
"She was just a friend" he said.
"Just a friend? You don't kiss a friend on the mouth!" I said throwing a book from a nearby table at him.
"Alright, we used to like each other in the past"
"You let her kiss you! You could have stopped her but you didn't! Do you still like her Sebastian?" I asked trying to calm myself down.
"My feelings haven't changed" and just like that with those few simple words my heart shattered into a million pieces. I wasn't going to beg him to stay with me. That would have been pointless and pathetic. So I did the only thing I could do. I opened the door and looked at him with tears streaming down my face and said "goodbye Sebastian I hope you get everything you want in life"
Without a single word he left. So much for a Merry Christmas. I spent the rest of the month in my room hiding from anyone and everyone. I knew I should have never trusted him. The only time I stopped thinking about it was when I was asleep and if I was asleep then I didn't eat. But to be honest I didn't care about me at all....
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