Fantasy (Sebastian x reader)

What I Want

Bruh College sucks. Don't go unless absolutely necessary lol. Sorry if this is bad but I realized I kept you guys waiting long enough. ANYWAY ENJOYYYYYYY!
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Sebastian (pov)
     After the dinner was over I helped Ciel get ready for bed. It was hard to focus, all I could picture was my- I mean (Y/N) sitting on that brats lap. She would never of allowed Ciel to treat her in that form. She was even crying. None of this makes sense to me. Is she mentally unstable? Maybe she's the one that needs someone to talk to not me.
  "Sebastian!" I looked up at my young master sitting on his bed.
   "Yes young master" I was knelt down infront of him untying his shoes.
   "Would you like to talk about it?" he stated as he looked away with a.... is that a pout?
   "I have no idea what you mean" I said as I continued.
     "Sebastian, you have been untying and retying the same shoe for the past 15 minutes, now I order you to tell me what you're thinking about!"
    I looked up at him in shock and then I looked back down at his shoes. I have been working on the left shoe this entire time. I stood up and bowed to Ciel.
    "As you wish" I whispered. I sat in the chair that was infront of the bed and looked at Ciel. I didn't know what to say. I was completely distraught. How can I talk about a feeling when I don't even understand what I'm feeling? Ciel started to smile. It was getting, I can't believe I'm going to say this, scary.
   "You still love her" Ciel said his smile getting bigger.
"I'm sure I don't know to whom you're referring to" I sat there trying not to let the shock I felt from his words show.
"Sebastian, I want her back as much as you do. Or by the look on your face you want her more than I. But nevertheless she belongs to the king and whatever he does with her is non of our business understood?" He spoke leaving my mind wondering.
Whatever he decides to do to her. We must let him. I must let him. (Y/n) is more than likely petrified. She'll be getting him ready for bed soon. What if he tries something?
"Yes young master" I stated as I quickly got him ready for bed. As I was heading towards the door he spoke again.
"Remember what we discussed Sebastian, no getting involved" I looked over my shoulder.
"I understand entirely".
I walked out the door with the candle in my hand. I got to a corner leading into the next hallway until I heard a conversation. I quickly put out my candle and set it down.
  "I must go into the study maid. Make sure you check on our guest before you retire..."
It was the prince talking with (y/n). I peeked around the corner to see the prince stroking a loose hair out of her face.
"Or if the lady would like to retire with me once I return I will also allow that"
  "I'm sorry your highness but I'm afraid I already promised your brother that I would spend the night with him" she politely declined.
  Just looking at his smirk made me shake in anger. Royal or not, that is no way to address a lady... however, I know on most occasions I have done worse.
  "My little brother" he said with a slight laugh "no worries then maid, I'll have you all to myself soon enough"
With those final words he left into the study. (Y/n) walked around my corner. I don't know why I did it, but I did. I grabbed her by her waist pinning her against the wall. Her eyes held tears in them as I got closer. I wanted nothing more than to take her. To plant my lips on those soft, pink rose petal lips. But I didn't. Instead I let her go. I could hear her swallow a large lump in her throat. We stood there in silence for a moment. The same strand the prince brushed away had returned infront of her eyes. I took my hand and pushed it away behind her ear, the same move the prince played. I looked into her (e/c) eyes and turned back. As I headed back to Ciels room I heard her say "I know where he's going"
Her words made my eyes widen. Just the sound of her voice put me at ease. I turned around to see her standing in the middle of the hallway. She held her right fist at her chest, I could faintly hear her heartbeat from 5 feet away. "Tell the master to get ready. There's something's he needs to see. I can lead you to him"
  I gave her a smirk "I see you are disobeying your new master.... and your lover" my eyes flashed.
I could see my own eyes in hers. She turns away from me.
"Yes it is true that the highness has feelings towards me, they both do. But that doesn't mean that the feelings are returned. You of all people should understand that" her words hurt me. No matter how true they were they hurt. I still hadn't decided if it was true. How could I let my kitten go so easily if it weren't true. Yet I have all this regret. "Have the master ready in the next two minutes. Stop wasting time."
She said as she turned the corner going into the study.
My kitten what have I done. Have I truly lost you forever?
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(Y/N) pov
   THAT STUPID BUTLER! WHO DOES HE THINK HE IS! PINNING ME TO THE WALL LIKE THAT! GAAAAAHHHHHHH! IM SO PI**ED I COULD SCREAM!
Ciel and Sebastian made it to the study. I used the key I had to unlock the secret door contained in these shelves. Ciel looked at me surprised.
"What? You didn't think you'd lost me forever did you?" I said giving him a smile and a hug. To my surprise he returned it. I released him. "it's kinda dark and scary for a while..... we'll let Sebastian go in first".
Ciel nodded to Sebastian telling him he should do as I requested. Sebastian then got a candle, he left out in the hallway I'm guessing, and lit it. We walked down the creepy cold staircase.
"Please be careful this has been untouched by humans in quit sometime" the prince appeared once we reached the last step..... busted.
"Your majesty where are we?" Ciel asked.
"This used to be a dungeon.... these lost souls can't be saved not even the grim reaper can take them"
We walked in a little further and saw a large chess board in the middle of the room. Skulls were on a chess board as if they were the chess pieces. His family's skulls. Richards skull was missing. It came from the tower 200 years ago, it's the skull his brother carries in his hands that he never lets go. The prince says once he gets the skull their spirits can finally move on and his brother can finally be with God. He must complete the set. Ciel orders Sebastian to get the skull and he must set the chessboard in the hall. Sebastian carries the boy in his arms as he refuses to let the skull go.
"Oh what a shame. I was really looking forward to seeing a fight between a demon and a ghost" Ciel smiles from the princes throne.
"Please be more gentle, I do not wish to see my brother cry."
" (Y/n)! Please! Tell him to let me go!" Richard begged to me.
It made me so upset, I know I couldn't and shouldn't do anything.
  "I'm sorry your highness. I must abide by the masters wishes." I walked towards the boy and took the skull from his hands.
"You are our maid! You must do as I say and stop this!" Edward said in anger.
"I'm sorry your highness, but the only reason I agreed to being your maid was because my master wanted me to. I don't need another master when I already have one"
I gently handed the skull to Ciel. Richard screams for me not to, but Edward promises him everything will be alright. Ciel put the skull on the chessboard. Nothing happened.
"I don't understand. It should be done." Richard confesses to his brother that the skull he had did not belong to him. The skull belongs to someone they don't even know. Both their real bones were disposed of to the fishes.
"Time heals all wounds... but you can't move on without pain" Ciel exclaims. The two princes begin glowing. We saw goodbye to them at the river.
  "Are you sure you won't come with us?" Edward asks me.
  "I'm sorry your highness but I belong here for now"
  "What a shame. I didn't get the chance to spend a night with you" and with that they were off. I waved goodbye to Richard.
  "Are you sure you don't want to kiss your lover goodbye?" Ciel smirked.
I turned around and looked at him crossing his arms.
"Awe is Ciel jealous? I mean I know I'm attractive but this is getting ridiculous" I say laughing at Ciels dark expression. I ran towards Ciel and gave him a hug. " I missed you so much. It was awful!"
  "Come on lets go home" he said to me trying to walk away but I wouldn't let go.
  "Just a little longer"  I whined.
  "Sebastian take care of this" Ciel chuckled.
Sebastian put his arm around my waist to try to pull me away but I held on. Then Sebastian started scribbling his fingers on my sides. I couldn't help but laugh and it made me let go.
  "Hey! No fair!" I screamed.
"Aw you poor baby" Ciel said laughing. He wasn't wrong because I was pouting. Then an idea crossed my mind.
  "I'll give you something to laugh about" I said as I did the same to Ciel. He let out the cutest little laugh ever. "No way!" His face turned blood red.
  "You keep away from me!" Ciel screamed and I chased him as he ran off to the carriage leaving Sebastian behind me. I turned around to look at him. "Don't think you're off the hook mister. You're the one that did it."
I turned back and followed Ciel back to the carriage.
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Sorry it sucks but I really don't like this episode. But I kept you guys waiting long enough.