The Words I Want To Say

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here i am,
sitting on the rooftop along with my pen and book,
just in case if i suddenly wanna write something about you.

here i am,
under the night sky full of stars,
thinking about how perfect you are.

night is full of silence.
and i decided to play a song,
the song we used to play in the car.
and for the hundred times,
i think about you.
where are you?

suddenly,
that feeling comes just like a flash,
a feeling which i cannot hold any longer,
and what they said is true, it's hard.
missing someone is hard.
and i'm missing you.

i miss receiving some sweet texts from you,
but these past two months, you didn't sent me one.
i miss talking to you,
the accent you got when you speak.
i miss enjoying the rain with you,
a jacket you often gave to me when it was getting colder
i miss you who always said that you miss me too.

and for the last time,
under the brightest moonlight,
i want to say that i'm sorry,
for still in love with you and hoping you to come back.

#efekmengantuk.