The Words I Want To Say

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yesterday,
he said that he's done with me,
he said he cannot be with me anymore,
he said he is tired of me.

and for the worst is,
he said,
he will try to stop loving me.

and me, the stupidest girl didn't try to make him stay.
yesterday after he said that,
i nodded my head, 'okay, i understand if that what you want.'
and I let him go.

but before that i asked him a question,
about why did he has to leave.
and he answered it.

he said he needs somebody who actually cares about him,
he said he needs someone who will miss him just like the way he will always miss her,
he said he needs a girl who would always be there for him everytime he needs,
he said,
he needs to be love.

little did he knows,
i love him.
i will always do.
it's just,
i'm not good at showing it.

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