The Words I Want To Say

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do you know what makes her turn to be a cold hearted person?
do you know why she decided to never try to love someone again?
do you know why she never care about anyone again?

she had been a caring person once,
she had been a girl who was always happy all the time,
that were all happen before she met 'love'.
this thing called 'love' hurt her.
and she was broken.

and when she was broken,
the smile on her face slowly gone.
the light you usually got inside her eyes were disappear.
the girl you know who always seems happy with her life is gone.

this girl now doesn't want to be close with anyone,
she decided to keep away from people.
she makes everyone who is trying to get along with her go.
and do you know the reason?
she doesn't want to get hurt again.

she never like the feeling she got when she couldn't breath the time her chest felt tight,
she hated when she had to wake up in the middle of the night, crying.
she doesn't want to look herself in the mirror and saw a messed up person in front of her.
she hated herself.

and a big thank you from her to the boy who made her like this.

gue makin lama tambah lost aja nih. bagi ide dong hhe