The Statement

@CarrieThomasFoster

A lot has went on in my life so I'm starting at when it was bad for me.

I was very depressed in middle school about 7th grade over summer break. I was tired of feeling that way. So I gave my life to God at 14. He made me over. I was reading. Staying in his word. But I never really knew about getting baptized in the holy spirit and having the gift of speaking in tongues. My parents never really said a lot about the other side of God. They made it seem like tongues were forbidden. They just really said that you need to be right with God. My husband taught me about tongues and spiritual gifts from God. All the important stuff for getting to know God better.

    So I was reading this little pamphlet and I didn't understand 'The Father, the Son, and the Holy Ghost'. It had me confused because I didn't know who was getting credit for my praise. So I backslid.

[The devil knows what we know and what we don't. He knew that I didn't get The Father, The Son, and The Holy Ghost. They are all one, spiritually. he used it to separate me from God.]

     So when I was about in 8th Grade this lustful spirit started to rise up in me that was promiscuous. I hadn't had sex yet but,  I would be with a person and then be flirting with other people.
     When I got to 10th Grade that's when everything went down hill. But God was always pricking my heart and I would go back to God. Back into the world.  Back to God, back into the world. So it was back and forth until I couldn't feel God like I use to and I didn't get convicted anymore and it would take God himself to turn me around. And this stage is called reprobate. Because you don't want to retain God in your knowledge so, he gives you over to uncleanliness to do all unrighteousness. God is Holy and a gentleman.
    [Stay close to God always.
     Matthew 12:45
45 Then goeth he, and taketh with himself seven other spirits more wicked than himself, and they enter in and dwell there: and the last state of that man is worse than the first.
     So when you give your life to Christ the spirits you had will come back with several more worse than themselves to see if there is an opening. You have to fill in the void with Christ's word and I didn't know that.]

     So at the age of 16 I met this guy and lost my virginity. I wasn't that into him. I was about to break up with him but, he got mad so I stayed with him. I began to fall for him as time went on. But he was letting the devil use him but I pray now that he let's God into his life. We remained together for 10 months. Then he just stopped talking to me and I got tired so that's when I became very promiscuous. Because I was hurt and I didn't care anymore. I just started sleeping around. Letting guys use me. Because I didn't feel loved.

     [And if we stay in that state the devil is destroying us that's why we have to seek God and return to him when we are broken and backslidden.]

     I battled with lust spirits at a young age but when you battle lust spirits that spirit leads to homosexual spirits, whore spirits, adultery spirits. And that spirit also can lead to molesting spirits if people don't tame those demons the list goes on. But mostly I battled with lust, I could feel the homosexual spirits trying to come in. And the adultery spirits trying to come in. I even masturbated a lot

[that's a demon too and a form of adultery. Stop it if youre doing it. because the only person that's suppose to be touching you is your husband or wife]

And lust is a dangerous spirit because it can have you doing stuff that's so demeaning to God. Lust is a nasty and slimy spirit.  Lust is that bad y'all. And my husband knew. He was praying for me and helping me.
When God sent me my husband he could feel that spirit on me. He was the only one that really felt the effects of it other than me. He even had to cast a demon off of me after I watched a porno without him knowing but I told him.

[Porn is a form of adultery. Don't let anyone tell you it isn't. If you have a spouse that has this addiction that is a demon trying to manifest or it already has and it is trying to control them. The devil only steal, kills, and destroys. So you need to be on your knees interceding for them go to a REAL man/women of God and get it cast out. Because demons are serious business. ]
     I could feel the demon in me trying to take over me. My husband said I even looked like a demon was on me. My head felt cloudy. And I just felt nasty and used. That's the only way I can put it. I started to look like that when I met my husband in the beginning of our relationship before marriage.

Later, I found out that people in my family were dealing with lust demons. And demons can be passed down through generations if people don't deal with them. So I'm the curse breaker in my family and so is my husband in his family. So look at your family and see what's being repeated and rebuke it and ask God to help you stay focused on him the whole time so those demons won't touch your children. Cause when you do what's right for God he looks out for you and your family's future.

So I just wanted to share that with you. Go to God and repent if you don't acknowledge the problem you cant get healing and deliverance. Allow him to help you because nobody else can unless they love you enough to pray for you and your increase in God.

And the fine print no one tells you. Is that when you follow Jesus. You have a possibility of your family and close friends turning on you and could possibly be hateful towards you if they are not Christ like and have the Holy Ghost.

Lastly, I asked God one day why did he let all that stuff happen to me with those guys. He said 'Because, you can't love nobody more than you love me.'

If you need prayer inbox me. God loves you and he's waiting for you; to be with you and to correct you. I love you all God bless you...