Excerpts from a Teenager's Diary | Completed [UNDER MAJOR EDITITING]

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It's funny how when I'm going through so much, I automatically become happy when I'm around people. I laugh a little too much. Around some people,I stay like that because I don't really wanna discuss it with them, you know? But even when I'm around the kind of people who I tell everything to,I still act happy and upbeat.

I actually wanna tell them all the crappy pain I've been going through. But for some inexpecable reason I don't. Inside I'm crying and I wanna take it all out and I can. But I don't. And I just don't know why.
I guess I'm so broken inside,I don't even have the courage to say all I've been going through. Or maybe I'm so broken inside and tired of picking up the pieces, I don't even have the energy left to tell anyone anything.