TRIGGER WARNING!!!!
Castiel's POV
I felt the blade dig deep into my skin, it almost felt good. I knew Dean nor Sam was going to find me, so might as well accept the torture from the angels. Ever since I have fallen I haven't really cared about... me. I didn't mind getting tortured. Honestly, I hope they kill me.
"We've been searching for you, for a long time Castiel" My torturer said to me while bringing the blade down my arm. I was hanging from the ceiling from my arms.
"Why don't you just kill me already??" I half screamed, I didn't have that much strength left in me.
"Oh well what's the fun in that Castiel? Tell me are you sad that your little boyfriend Dean Winchester hasn't found you yet? Well he has actually, BRING HIM OUT BOYS!" the angel screamed in my ear which caused me to wince. My heart sank when I saw them bring out a struggling dean with his arms tied up behind his back.
"NO!!! You SON OF A BITCH!!!! LET HIM GO" I screamed while struggling against my restraints I couldn't let anything happen to Dean, I loved him, he didn't know it yet but I did.
"CAS!!!" Dean screamed at me when he saw my beaten up figure tied up. I could see the tears rolling down his cheeks. NO NO NO NO NO, I thought as they sat Dean down and tied him to a chair.
"Alright now lets have some fun" The angel said as he pressed the blade on my cheek and started cutting my face. I let out a scream.
"NO! Stop please" Dean screamed while he struggled against his restraints, at that my heart shattered.
"Whats the fun in stopping Dean" The angel said while dragging the blade across my chest, almost deep enough to kill me.
"P-please j-j-just kill me" I said in a soft whisper, but just loud enough for Dean to hear.
"NO! Cas no! Please hold on, Cas please!" Dean screamed through tears.
"Aw looks like the Winchester has a soft side" the angel said sarcastically. He started slicing my legs, then my arms and face, and finally my chest, I let out a soft groan. At this point black started to surround my eye sight until finally... I blacked out.
Dean's POV
"No Cas don't die on me!!!" I screamed as I saw his eyes start to close. I kept struggling against my restraints.
I can't let the love of my life die, I needed to tell him. I can't lose him, I can't. I started sobbing more, at this the angel smirked. I wanted to punch him and kill him for hurting my baby. The worst part was is that Cas wanted to die. It hurt me to know that he felt this way. I didn't want him to feel this way, I wanted to hold him and make him feel better. I wanted to kiss all his pain away. I wanted to cuddle with him till all his worries went away. I just wanted him to get better. I wanted to be the one to make him feel better. I loved him.
I screamed as I finally got out of my restraints, I didn't know where I got the sudden strength, but all I wanted to focus on right now was getting Cas home and better. I punched the angel who tied me down. I got my fair amount of punches and finally knocked him out. The other angel was still torturing Cas, I could tell he was getting ready to teleport him and Cas to another place, I couldn't let him do that, I searched for Cas for 3 months, it pains me to know he was tortured for three months, I ran towards the angel and tackled him, I punched him non stopping, while screaming at the top of my lungs, I grabbed the angel blade that clattered from his hands when I tackled him. I stabbed him in the heart and watched his grace flow out of his body, and his wings burn into the ground. I ran to Cas quickly untying him and carefully picked him up bridal style, I heard him cough as I ran to the impala.
"Come on Cas, stay with me, I need you!!" I half screamed while running to the car.
I finally got to the car and laid him in the back seat, not caring at the moment if I got blood on the beautiful black leather seats. I got in the front seat and quickly drove to the bunker, not really caring that I was going way over the speed limit. I heard Cas let out a much harsher cough.
"Come on Cas, hold on just for a little longer"
We finally arrived at the bunker, I went to the back seat and carried Cas inside. I slammed the front door open and quickly brought him to my room and laid him on the bed.
I scrambled around searching for the first aid kit. I finally found it in the bathroom and I ran back to the room. Cas's eyes were open, I sighed in relief. I quickly started stitching him to stop the blood loss. As I was stitching up his mutilated body, I started crying, Why would they do this to such a magnificent creature. Cas reached his hand up slowly and put on my cheek, he gently forced me to look up. He smiled and wiped away my tears with his thumb.
"Dean, It's ok, i'm here, I'm ok" He said in a barely audible whisper. At that one sentence the tears came falling so fast.
"I-I t-thought I l-l-lost you Cas" I said between sobs.
"You didn't though Dean, I'm here and I'm never leaving, I love you Dean" At Cas's words I smiled, and gently leaned in placing a soft kiss on his lips, I didn't want to hurt him.
"I love you too, Cas"
I continued stitching him up. After an hour I was finally done. His chest was all stitched up strings. His arms had two long stitches going up both of them. This made my heart break. His legs were mutilated to it looked like he had been in a shark attack, no matter how beaten up he was he still was the most beautiful person alive.\
"Cas you said you wanted to die when they were torturing you" I said quietly, Cas looked at me with the saddest eyes I've ever seen, usually were the most bright and beautiful blue you would ever see. But right now they were a cloudy grey.
"I do, Dean, I feel like you guys only needed me when I was an angel" This one sentence made my whole world shatter.
"Cas, I need you no matter what, your my everything, you make me have hope, you make me love again, you may have lost your grace, but your still my angel" He smiled at me as a put my hand on his cheek and kissed his forehead.
"Thank you, Dean"
"You get some rest Cas" I said while getting up to walk out of the room, but before I got out of the room, I heard a slight "stay with me, please" from Cas. I smiled and walked back into the room. I got under the covers and brought Cas to my side careful not to open up his stitches, I draped my arm around his waste and heard him sigh. 'God he makes me go crazy' I think, I smile and put my head in the crook of his neck.
"Goodnight, my angel"
"Goodnight, baby"
That night I got 8 hours instead of 4, and it stayed like that forever and ever, we got married, bought a house, had the sweetest little daughter, I lived the simple life, white picket fence and everything, we were happy for the rest of our lives, till death did us part.
