It was my first time, I shouldn't have been scared, but I was. He pushed me on the bed softly and slowly.
He leaned his lips on mine, both of our chests bare. Nothing but shear lust coursing through the both of us.
He knew this was my first time so he was careful, it made my stomach leap knowing that he was being slow for me.
"Hey Cas, Are you ok? Is this ok?" Dean asked me. I nodded my head and snaked my arm to the back of his neck to tell him to keep kissing me. I brought his head back down and he snaked his tongue between my teeth.
He started to roll his hips slowly as if I was delicate.
I moaned in pleasure, he seemed to like this because he bit my bottom lip making me gasp.
"D-Dean please" I moaned, he started to unbuckle my belt and pull down his pants.
Soon we were just in our boxers and only thin fabric was covering up our hard ons.
"Cas, I'm going to take off my boxers now, is that ok?" I nodded quickly. He started to take off his boxers, agonizingly slow. He finally got them off and he was... big. I was kind of scared of how that was going to be able to fit inside of me.
"Is it ok if I take off your boxers now?" I nodded. He started to take off my boxers now, and I finally felt relieved.
"Your so beautiful Cas" Dean said to me while rubbing my bruised cheek bone that wasn't exactly healed from the last hunt we went on. He started to kiss and suck on my neck. God I fucking loved him. I gripped his hair and he moaned on my neck, just that action made me shiver.
I cannot believe how a human being can make me feel this way. How his hands sent me into a haze and how his body made me wither beneath him.
He kissed down my toned v line, tracing it with his teeth and tongue. I was breathing heavily and gripping his shoulders. I was sour from the hunt we just went on just a day ago. The demons were beating me and torturing me while Dean was unconscious. Those five minutes that Dean was knocked out felt like five hours to me. He finally got up and saved me right before they killed me. I told him I was ready after that because I knew he would keep me safe. That's another reason Dean was being delicate with me, it was because I was still all bruised.
I hissed when Dean kissed and unhealed cut.
Dean went back up to my lips and had a worried look in his eyes.
"Do you want me to stop? I know your still hurting"
"No Dean, I need this, I need you" Dean smiled at my words.
He continued kissing me everywhere when finally he asked me if I was ready and slipped in me. I whimpered.
"shh. I'm right here baby I won't hurt you"
I nodded. He proceded to push in and then started to move. Soon that pain turned into pleasure. We both threw our heads back and moaned in pure ecstasy.
We came at the same time. Dean slowly slipped out of me. I hissed at the feeling of emptiness. He still laid on top of me and rested his forehead on me. We both whispered at the same time "I love you". I fell asleep with Dean on top of me. When I woke up I realized it was all a dream.
Dean was my next door neighbor, my best friend. We moved away from the hunting life a while ago and got separate houses right next to each other. I asked Dean why we couldn't move in together and he just said he needed space.
But I knew what that dream was about and I needed to tell him.
It was raining, but I was rushing so I ran. My dog barked for me to come back home but I needed to do this.
I knocked on his door. Soon Dean was standing right in front of me and I started crying.
"Cas? What's wrong?"
"I need to tell you something Dean"
"
Ok Cas go ahead."
"Dean Winchester. I love you"
"Yea Cas we have always loved each other"
"No Dean Im in love with you."
"What?"
"Im in love with you."
He didn't say anything he just grabbed me by my shirt and slammed my lips against his.
"I love you too Castiel"
I smiled and he continued kissing me, threading his fingers through my soaking wet hair.
That night my dream came true.
