Cutting Away The Pain

Chapter 5

A/N Picture of Deliliah James

I was about to go down stairs and find that rat bastard when i felt a hand on my arm pulling me back and a scared , nervious voice coming from behind me "No Jake dont,Please let me explain" I turned to see Annabell with tears but not the same tears as before no these were tears of fear when before they were tears of sadness. "Okay but the second we are done im still going to make sure he never had kids" i warned and she just nodded slowly pulling me back into her room..

"Okay Annabell i havent killed him yet, so what happened and tell me fast before i change my mind and face a life in prison" anger was building up inside me and if she didnt tell me soon i was going to explode. "Well it was his idea to have this party and i couldnt say no he made it seem like soo much fun" she was beating around the bush hoping by the end of her story i would calm down. "I already knew that Annabell" she knew i wasnt going to calm down so she continued. "Then all these people showed up and i just went with it i didnt want to be a party pooper, after a while he had drank enough so i told him it was best if he went to bed and so i walked him up here to my room......" her voice started to get cautious like  she didnt know if she should sensor the next part because she didnt know how mad i might be.

I waited a while before she said anything. i finally couldnt take it anymore and i began to get up and i said "Look your just wasting your time staling and if your not going to tell me then im just going to have to beat it out of the little shit" i was about to reach the door when she pulled me back and said "Okay im sorry im just still replaying everything in my mind. I just looked at her waiting to see what she was going to tell me next and for once i wish that our cousin telepathy worked especially in moments like this. "I had been plaining to wait until prom to....you know.....give him the green card.....but when i brought him upstairs and layed him in the bed he pulled me close to him and started kissing me....." she hesitated "Go on...." i gave her a reasuring pat on the back.

"Well when i tried to pull away he told me if he was going to be my first....he didnt see what the problem was just doing it with him now, that he didnt understand what the big deal about prom was.....so i gave in and we did it.......it really hurt but i just kinda got used to it as it went on....When we were done i layed my head on his chest and listened to his heart beat.....At that moment i realized his heart beat matched mine"  i saw tears begining to weld up in her eyes again "Its okay im  here for you what happened next?" i asked pulling her closer to me hugging her making sure she knew everything was going to be okay.

"I-I-I-I told him that I-I-I-I that I loved him and he turned to me kissed my lips then got up and started putting his clothes back on i looked at him and when i ask him what he was doing he just simply turned to me with a devious smirk and replied 'Thanks for being a virgin that was awsome.....oh by the way im breaking up with you' i felt tears in my eyes and i asked him why he just said with a duh expression on his face 'I just wanted the sex' he threw me his shirt and said 'Keep it as a memory of the idot you were believeing Blane Richards actusaly  wanted more from a stupid 15 year old girl like you' he just smiled and walked out...

I felt a burning sensation in the back of my neck.I felt tears running down my cheeks. My cousin,my unbelivably sweet,honest,innocent cousin just lost her virginity to the most dispicable,incidious rat bastard in the world. I wasnt going to let this one go. Never and at that moment i swore revenge not for me but for Annabell. As i turned down to face her i saw she was relaxed and had fallen asleep.I laid her back and got up i knew exactly what i was going to do but first i needed to calm myself down because Annabell was all i had and i couldnt risk losing her over the rat bastard.

 I walked into my room and laid down on my bed.I closed my eyes for a second just to think.When i opened my eyes again thirty minuets had passed. It was nearly 11, Time to start clearing out the house.I got out of my bed and i figured id start by clearing out the guest bedroom first. I went one by one and say the only room with a sock on the door seemed awfuly quiet, i looked down and realized it was Alex's sock.

Well look at that he scored after all.I opened the door to see Alex fast asleep and Deliliah going through the channels. "Deliliah i would let you stay but theres something i need Alex's help with so if you could say your goodbyes and go please, but you can come back first thing tomorrow i promise" she nodded understandin what i meant.

I walked back to my room and started to call cabs so people could get hom ethen i heard a knowck on my door asumming it was Annabell i said come in and i didnt bother looking at the door then i heard the most horrible thing ive ever heard in my life "Heyyyyy Tellll yourrr litttle slutttt cousinnnn thattt i wanttt my shirtttt backkkk, turnsss outt sheesss not a virginnn after alll  and shess sleptt withhh halfff of the foottttballlll teammmm"

I turned around, anger building inside me tears of hatered streamed down my face......

I turned around to see the rat bastards wasted ass in my door way.......