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As I let the adrenaline run through my body I knew that I was right, re-opening the scars that held me together.
Sitting there alone in this old abandoned house.
The house I used to call my home, with my parents who loved me like no one else.
After they died ten years ago I came here everynight just remembering them, trying to memorize the smalles detail, never wanting to forget.
And as I look besides me I see the dark pools of red, the only other remains aside from my scars that let out the pain.
Blasting my music louder, to drown out my thoughts, as I sat here like so many night prior cutting away the pain.
Another minuet passes by another gash into my arm.
I didn't care anymore if I died right here right now.
To me nothing else mattered and even though I tried my best not to think about it, I though about my mother, and a sudden realization hit me, I couldnt remember the sound of her voice, or the feel of her warm.
Every memory that kept me warm at night, was now leaving me cold and alone.
As I pushed on, more and more blood seeping out, I heard these lyrics.
Merrily we fall out of line
Out of line
I'd fall anywhere with you
I'm by your side
Swinging in the rain
Humming melodies
We're not going anywhere until we freeze.
I'm not afraid anymore
I'm not afraid.
Forever is a long time.
But I wouldn't mind spending it by your side.
Carefully we'll place for our destiny
You came and you took this heart
And set it free.
Every word you write and sing is so warm to me.
So warm to me.
I'm torn, I'm torn
To be right where you are.
I'm not afraid anymore.
I'm not afraid.
Forever is a long time.
But I wouldn't mind spending it by your side.
Tell me everyday
I get to wake up to that smile.
I wouldn't mind it at all.
I wouldn't mind it at all.
You so know me.
Pinch me gently.
I can hardly breath.
Forever is a long, long time.
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Cutting Away The Pain
Fiksi RemajaJake's life has never been normal neither is he. He just wants to graduate high school and get away from his past,his abusive uncle and Casey the local slut. All of that changes when his relationship with his dear cousin Annabell is put to the test...
