Cutting Away The Pain

Chapter 6

A/ N Picture of Casey

Next thing i knew i was on top of rat bastard punching away. His lip was bleeding or maybe the blood was coming from his nose. At that moment i wasnt sure and i didnt care all i wanted to do was beat him to a pulp."ANNABELL'S NOT A SLUT.....YOU TOOK HER VIRGINITY YOU DIDNT DISERVE TO HAVE SUCH A SWEET GIRL, YOU JUST LOST THE BEST THING THATS EVER GOING TO HAPPENED TO YOU..... YOU THINK THAT BECAUSE YOU HAVE MONEY YOUR SET? WELL YOUR NOT ...MONEY DOESNT MEAN SHIT IF THE GIRLS ARE ONLY AFTER YOU FOR YOUR PLATNUM CARD ..... YOULL NEVER FIND SOMEONE LIKE ANNABELL NEVER SHE IS....WAS THE ONLY PERSON THAT TRIED TO KNOW THE REAL YOU NOT USE YOU BECAUSE YOUR RICH."

I was past pissed off i was in a physco pathic state and i didnt know what i was capable of doing.I wanted to keep beating him, i wanted to soo badly then Annabell's face crossed my mind.Seeing her look so vunrerable the tears in her eyes she was counting on me.I threw a few more punches then i kicked him a coulpe times making him spit up some blood. "LOOK I DONT GIVE A FUCK WHERE YOU GO BUT IF YOU EVER COME NEAR ANNABELL AGAIN YOUR GOING TO GET MORE THEN A BROKEN NOSE"

I turned and started walking away when i heard him say "Is that a threat? Jake i dont take threats too well" i had a devilish smiel on my face when i turned around and said "IT WASNT A THREAT......" my smile widened "IT WAS A PROMISE" and with that i punched him once more and he was out cold. I put him in one of the cabs outside and i told him to go until the cab ran out of gas then to leave on the curb somewhere.

I finally got everyone oout of the house.It was a complete mess but at that moment i really didnt care. It was only Alex,Annabell and I left in the house. I walked up stairs and into Annabell's room, i noticed that she had changed and taken off her make up now she was sitting and writting in a journal.

"Hey what happened with Blane?" were the first words out of her mouth she didnt even bother to look up at me or stop writing to hear the answer. "Ohh we had a nice little chat, i dont think he wwill bothering you anymore" i smiled on the inside knowing that i had hurt him pretty badly."Ohh well thats good..." she looked up at me with a bit of concern "Annabell?" "Yes?" "You know you can tell me anything and im always here for you no matter what.....you may be my cousin but im so proud that you are" she just smiled and pulled me into a tight hug.

I had a sudden idea that made me smile all over again. "Annabell, i know you still have two years of school left but do you think you would like to come live with me? Your all i have and yeah i just wanted to finish my senior year and get  out of here but i can wait two years for you to finish." she smiled so sweetly that moment was perfect.

Wait.What am i thinking? She's my cousin, how disturbed can i possibly be?

"I would love to, when do i start packing?" she laughed...... i swore under my breath and turned to her "When senior year finishes for me" i replied faking a smile, she nodded whew i though, she bought it. What was i going to do? I had to talk to Alex about this i neede his help and opinion. "Get some sleep, ill clean the house in the morning so sleep in, you need it" i smilied once more then walked into the guest room where Alex was watching Alvin and the Chipmunks wow very mature i thought.

"Jake whats wrong you look down,hey do you know why Deliliah left when i was asleep?" i looked away then sat on the bed "Yeah,i do feel kind down thats what i need to talk to you about and Deliliah left because i asked her to" i knew how he was going to react, he would jump straight to why i had asked Deliliah to leave it was predictable. "Oh what did you want to talk about?" i was shocked my jaw dropped i was going to take advantage of his unusal concern.

"Well when i was concoling Annabell i had these.....feelings......like 'like' kind of feelings and im so confused because she's my cousin and i think i am like falling for her, thats not legall is it?" he looked at me like he wasnt weirded out at all. "Dude i know,but hey as long as you go to a sperm bank when you have kids you should be good in that department and you should be happy" he reached over and punched me in the arm. "Just listen to some music and think about this, is Annabell what you want?"

That really was the lingering question wasn't it, as i lay in  bed awake thinking about everything i couldnt help but feel my feelings for Annabell where perfectly acceptable, when i felt a hand on my back i turned around to see Annabells face looking down at me. She looked at me for a long while then she leaned in and smashed her lips into mine. So soft and moving in union with mine then it hit me like a ton of bricks.

I was kissing my cousin.