I close my eyes
And count my breaths
A thousand more to come
At least
A thousand just now past
They flash before me
Consumed with unrelinquishing
Vulnerability
Breathe deeper
And
Hold it
When will I be free?
Exhale
And inhale
Again
Hold it longer
Pressure in my lungs and
I gasp
Tears prick my eyes
Blurry pictures
I long for relief
From everything
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A Book of Poems
Poetryjust a bit of me revealing myself to you *trigger warning* Some of these poems while speak of self harm, depression, suicidal thoughts and efforts, and abuse (sexual/enotional) please don't read them if they will case you problems. I am always here...