i'm sorry
i'm sorry that from point a to point b you see it as
worthless
time consuming
unsuitablei'm sorry that the con of distance outweighs your personal feelings
and that i am not worth the umpteen gallons of gasi'm sorry that i messaged you for three whole days
while you brewed up a plan to
"break it to me easy"
(all the while you ignored me)but
i'm not sorry that i can't change where i live
i'm not sorry you can't pull your head out of your ass to see you're missing out
i'm not sorry that i washed my feelings away with the second i heard that all familiar text notification and read that you had ended itbut most of all
i'm not fucking sorry that you mean nothing to me what so everi hope the next boy lives farther away
YOU ARE READING
living so far
Poetrythis small poetry series is kinda like a conscious stream of my mind and things happening in my life sometimes i beat myself up a lot but it's fine.