Good Girl, Bad Boy

Chapter 13

| Chris |

After Jayceon took all of us back to campus, Crystal and I made our way to my dorm. I don't have no intention in telling her what I'm about to do because I know she'll get mad and leave me.

She already made it pretty clear the time we started getting close that she's gone if she finds out I continued to do all the shit I used to.

It's better to keep it to myself and have no one find out than loose Crystal all together.

We walked hand in hand into my dorm and once I unlocked it she plopped straight into the recliner.

"You know we got the English test today. I don't want the teacher saying you haven't improved" Crystal said raising her eyebrow at me.

Shit! I forgot all about that. I don't think I'll be able to make it anyways because Jayceon and I are going to "work" today.

"I don't think I can make it to class today, baby" I muttered as she cocked her head back.

"Chris this is insane, do you even realise how many lessons we've missed because of this relationship. I can't have you fucking up my grades aswell" she yelled. I rolled my eyes sitting on the couch next to her.

If only she knew. If only I could just tell her and have her understand me for once.

"I can't I'm really busy tonight. Just tell the teacher to give me the paper and I'll do it outside of class" I suggested as she shrugged.

"Whatever, it's your education" she said getting up and grabbing her binder off the kitchen counter. She grabbed her bag, swinging it over her shoulder and walked up to the door.

"Where you going?" I asked standing up and walking in front of her, holding the door shut.

"To class" she said in a matter of fact tone. I poked my bottom lip out, giving her my puppy dog face.

"No kiss goodbye?" I asked as she smirked. I close my eyes for a second and felt her palm touch my lips.

"Bye Chris" she said bluntly before pushing me out the way and walking down the hall to class.

I sighed and shut the door. If she's upset with me now image how she'll be if I ever tell her what I'm doing.

I shook the thought of losing her out my mind and jogged up the stairs to see my phone ringing off the dresser.

I looked at the caller I.D and it was Kenyon.

"Yo what's up?" I asked through the phone sitting on my bed.

"We just here waiting on ya ass. Mijo out here looking for you" he replied.

I rolled my eyes. This nigga must be crazy if he thinks he can fight me. He must not know.

"I don't get why he wanna fight me though. The fuck did I do?" I asked, mainly to myself than him.

"That nigga thinks it's your fault he got in pen. I don't know why he trippin' tho his dad got the money to bail him out" Kenyon spoke as I shook my head.

"When do y'all want me to be there and what I gotta do?" I asked. For some reason everything felt knew to me even though I've been doing this my whole life basically.

"You need to be here like now and ion know we might be selling straight away or the boss might want to talk to you, see what you're 'bout" Kenyon said.

"Aight I'll be there in a bit. One"

"One"

I hung up the phone and leaned back on my bed. Well this is it I guess. There's no turning back now and I know once I get into it I won't be able to stop, which is what I fear the most because I don't want to end up losing another loved one or get Crystal involved in my crazy life and get her hurt.