{3:07 am}
so tired.
tired of the stress and the pain.
tired of trying.
because i'm either trying to hard or not enough.
and if I don't meet the "standards" of everyone else than i'm not "perfect".
and that's why i'm tired of stress.
because I stress to be perfect and be what society wants.
and that's where the pain comes in.
it hurts to not be perfect.
because i'm not perfect to him.
but he's perfect to me.
in all ways.
just flawless.
his amazing, witty, caring personality.
and he's so so talented.
but i'm not perfect.
i'm just so tired.
