{2: 18 pm}
i'm so fed up.
with the rumors and the looks i get walking down the hallways.
sometimes i have to remember to breath so i don't just scream.
because i walk into a room and the whispering and name calling begins.
i just want to yell "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU LOOKING AT?!?!?!?!?!?!?"
because i can't take it.
and finally today i lost it.
i yelled and i kicked and i cried and wow did it feel so good.
but the best part of it all is that they finally just shut up.
no more words came out.
just silence .
and that.
the quiet.
felt like relief.
