Memories - Shawn Mendes

Chapter 1 - I Love You

(a/n) GUYYYS the picture omg I'm literally crying :'((

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(Kiaras POV)

"Shawn please don't" I beg him as he packs his stuff. He doesn't answer me. "Shawn, don't leave me" my voice cracks, I'm crying.

Shawn looks up at me. His eyes watery, like he's about to cry. He slightly opens his mouth, but he's quiet. Then he just shakes his head and continues to pack.

I move closer to him and put my hand on his arm, but he just pushes me away. I'm full on sobbing at this point.

Its too late now, he has made up his mind.

Shawn takes his bag, looks at me one last time, then walks out the door.

I can barely see him drive away through the tears in my eyes. He's gone. I can't believe it. It's partly my fault, but he actually left.

I stumble over to my bed. Just as I hit my pillow, all the memories from this day hits me all at once. I start to cry.

I think I cried for a solid 2 hours before I finally stopped. It's 3 am now, and I'm exhausted. But I can't sleep. I can't get him of my mind. I can't stop thinking about him. He's my everything, my whole world.

All I need right now is him, lying next to me with his arms wrapped around me. Like we used to. I can still smell his cologne on my bed sheet.

I need to go after him, I need to tell him that I still love him.

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We were out that day. Shawn took me to the beach, we watched the sunset together. I laid in his arms, he hugged me tight.

Then suddenly he let go of me and rolled me over. He kissed me passionately, and of course I kissed him back. Then he pulled away.

He looked me straight in the eyes.

I loved the way he looked at me. He looked at me like I was the only one here, like he would never leave me. He looked at me with sparks in his eyes, his eyes hypnotizing me.

And with his sweet voice he said: "I love you Kiara. I love you more than anything. I wanna get lost in this moment, be here forever with you. I know it took me awhile to say it, but I just wanted to be sure. And now I am. I love you Kiara."

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He loved me. He loves me. I know he still does.

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And that's it. My first chapter.
I know it's short, but it's kind of an intro hehe.

I will update soon!

Let me know what you think in the comments :))