My Heart Over My Head

CHAPTER ELEVEN

-Sienna's POV-

We are both so in sync Dylan and I its amazing that some how we'd both got matching tattoos and had no idea we where doing them. I just wanted to mark meeting him. I always get tattoos when things happen so I needed one for meeting Dylan yes it wasn't always good but he'd changed my life and the one on my foot I got to remember whatever happens I need to think with my heart and not to forget that. My foot tattoo was the biggest one I had but I nearly died - I need to remember. I feel so special to have my initial on Dylan's skin - It shows how much I mean to him and I love that. I've nearly unpacked all my stuff and this place finally feels more homely everything that had a hotel vibe to it is gone - like all the bedding, sheets and towels. I even got bathroom sets and new shower curtains. Dylan didn't care what I did in fact he seemed to be quite pleased when he saw me doing more and more. With the scorpions being quite I feel like I can get a lot more relaxed.

I think the Scorpions are waiting for us to retaliate but Dylan thinks with the amount of blood shed on our rescue day that that's already been done. Ella has no memory at all about what happened that day - they wiped an entire day of memory and that is just scary. She's still pretty shaken over it all but I think that's because she has no idea what happened to her. I'm more angry than anything else now - but I was just glad things have been very quite. I'd learnt to love peace and quite - laying in bed all day and not worrying about anything - don't get me wrong it was always in the back of my head that anything could happen but when I can push it to the back of my mind it felt amazing. Dylan says he wants to take me to the beach for a walk. We've been doing that a lot lately I don't know why it's just something he seems to enjoy doing it.

We get into the car and head down to the beach and go for a walk we've bought Misty with us which we do quite regularly. She loves running up and down the beach and it wares her out every time. We sit down in the sand I sit between Dylan's legs. He holds my hand as i lean on him.
"Shit whats this?" he says looking at something he pulls my hand over and puts it on my ring finger "spend your life with me?"
"What?" I say I didn't know if he was serious "Really?"
"Yep Sienna, I want you to be my wife."
"Oh my god." I smile and turn around and kiss him "Of course."
"This is my great great grandmothers ring I've been saving it for years and years I thought it was about time I gave it to someone who means the world to me."
The antique white gold ring has a big diamond in it that sparkles in the sun. It makes me feel so special. I cannot believe he proposed to me. I didn't know when we would get married - I honestly don't want to until this Scorpion bullshit is over. I want all that drama to be done with but for now I am just going to enjoy every single second of being engaged. When we walk into the apartment I can't get the stupid damn look off my face.
"Sienna why do you look so happy?"
"It's obvious" Kale teases "They've been having sex on the beach."
I raise my hand and hole my ring up to Ella.
"OH MY GOD OH MY GOD!!!" Ella screams and runs over to me "Congrats hun!!"
"Thanks" I smile she throws her arms around us both.
Kale is standing there looking stunned. After a moment he walks over to Dylan and shakes his hand.
"Congrats bro" he says shaking Dylan's hand "And you too little sister" he says giving me a hug.

I cannot believe that we are engaged that was one thing I'd never in a million years seen coming. Apparently he'd had the ring since we where last at Brian's after the kidnapping but I can tell you now I honestly had never noticed a single thing. One thing that worried me though is I didn't know if I was going to ever marry him - chances are one of us would be dead by the time that happens and in all honesty that scared me so much - I want us to be a normal engaged couple - not what we essentially are.

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A few more weeks go by and nothing happens, everything that had happened was in the distant past however Dylan knew better than to let any of us think any of this was over - it was only a matter of time and we could never ever forget that. We decided to go to the beach one night all four of us this time. It was usually only Dylan, Misty and I but tonight the others wanted to come too. We get in the car and head to the beach I run along the sand with Misty and dodge the waves Ella and Kale where sitting in the sand and Dylan was standing up watching me. Next minute a I hear a bang I look over to Dylan and he was on the floor Kale and I pull our guns out but we can't see anyone - there was not one other fucking person on that beach - where the hell did they go. I run over to Dylan and throw myself on the sand next to him this time it was bad - really fucking bad.
"What do I do?" I ask Kale
"Your going to have to call an ambulance this time - he is fucked." he takes Dylan's gun out and stashes it down the waist of his pants and I give mine to Ella.
Thanks Kale I really wanted to hear that right now. I call and ambulance and they send police down as well - Kale took the detective to the side and had a chat with him while Dylan was being loaded into the ambulance - Ella and Kale take  Misty. It doesn't look good as all, the DRs think we are going to loose him. For days it's a waiting game with two outcomes - one he survives - the other he doesn't. Still the DRs don't know what will happen. Kale said the detectives now believe it was a random shooting and it was likely that the person won't be caught - I was puzzled when he told me that but then I clicked - the gang had connections in the police force too.

Three weeks I sat by that bedside and everyday was like a roller coaster - one day he was okay and the next he wasn't. He had to be revived several times in the first few hours and because of it he had to be put in an induced coma - I hadn't heard his voice for 3 weeks and it killed me. Every time they went to get him out of the coma something would happen and he'd have to be put back in it. Brian had been running things with the Reapers and Dylan's businesses while he was out but with all that and his own stuff on top of it he still made it to the hospital every single day. Ella text me and told me they would both be down later so I sat in my normal chair staring at the roof.
"Oh I'm sorry I didn't know anyone was in here." I hear a girl say I look over and then I see her.
"Lilly?" I say
"Yes that's me do I know you?"
"Years ago we knew each other but I'm Dylan's fiancé Sienna."
"So what happened I know his been shot but what happened?"
"The bullet nicked his heart" I frown "some days they think he'll make it and others they don't"
"Fuck." is all she says and she goes over and takes his hand "Come on big brother - you can make it - you need too."
Lilly sits with me for ages we talk about Dylan and how stubborn he can be we laugh and joke but there is still so much seriousness in the air. When Kale walks in I thought he was going to faint then the expression on his face changes.
"Where the fuck have you been?" he asks
"Lets not go there right now Kale." she hisses "we need to get this big guy to survive."
"You think you being here is going to save the fucking day."
"Well you haven't done much good for anyone you idiot."
"You're still a fucking brat! Why don't you just fuck off again."
"Will you two shut the fuck up!" I look at them and then turn to Dylan his eyes are open and his laying there - his still is sick you can see that but his alive and he looks like his there again - for weeks and weeks the Dylan I knew had drained from his face.
"Dylan!" I say rushing over to him I give him a kiss and then call the nurses.

That shooting was a lucky escape how he didn't die not even the Drs know. He still has to stay in and he still has to have more operations but for now he was alive and that was all that mattered. Lilly leaves with Ella and Kale - poor Ella is all I can think those two are going to fight like cat and dog for the feast of the day I just know it.
"I could hear you." Dylan says "but I couldn't wake up I wanted to I wanted to let you know I was still here but I couldn't."
"Hey it doesn't matter" I say running my hand through his hair "you're awake now and I've missed you so so much."
"I'm sorry I bought you into this life Si - it was so selfish of me and you deserve much more than this."
"As long as I'm with you I don't care."
"None of this is fair on you - you need to move on."
"Dylan, I don't want too."
"You have to."
"No."
"Sienna please you have to, I can't keep doing this to you."
"I'm not leaving you."
"You have to."
"I don't have to do anything."
"Please."
"Fuck you Dylan, I've sat by this bed for weeks and now your ending it?"
"Yes, I have to do what's best for you."
"But."
"Leave Sienna - just go."
I leave in tears - I had to I didn't want to put more stress on him so I left.

Ella and I moved out of the apartment I couldn't stay there even if Dylan wasn't there. I cried constantly all I wanted was him but he'd been adamant that it was over - he even banned me at the hospital. We got a new apartment with Kale and Lilly about 10 minutes down the road and moved into there. I couldn't understand how he thought this would make any difference - Kale was still around and as far as I was concerned he was just as big a target as Dylan. I lay on the bed in my new room for days crying and crying Lilly and Ella came in and out but they couldn't stop it - nobody could. A few weeks later I heard Dylan had been released and he was staying at Brian's. I was glad he was okay but I'd been pushed so far away from him he was basically non existent in my life anymore. My heart hurt so much - he was my everything and now he didn't want me and it hurt. Months ticked by and I heard Dylan's name but never saw him he'd moved back into his apartment by this point- but I was still heartbroken - I'd given up everything for him and in return he gave me up. On a plus side the three of us girls had become so close and Lilly had been amazing to me - she'd hear me in the middle of the night sobbing and she would come in get into bed with me and hug me "it'll be okay" she'd say.

-Dylan's POV-

The apartment felt empty without her - I wanted to see her so badly but I couldn't I just couldn't do this to her anymore. Lilly had been over several times to give me a serve but I couldn't listen to her all I wanted was Sienna safe and happy and she couldn't have that being in my life. Today was no exception on the Lilly front.
"You think she's happy!!" She yells at me "she cries herself to sleep every night Dylan! Every single fucking night! She is anything but happy."
"I had to let her go Lilly she's not safe in this life."
"Well I hope you know what your fucking doing to her! She has been so loyal to you - Kale said she spent every minute at the hospital waiting for you to wake up and look at how you've repaid her! She's heartbroken!"
"I miss her too Lilly - I love her more than anything."
"Well you've broken her - every single inch of her." She hisses "she hardly leaves her room and all she does is cry! She has lost so much weight because she won't eat - she is devastated."
"She will get better" I sigh "but this life we are living won't."
"Get over yourself Dylan - you think this life was going to kill her? The way things are going now is what's going to kill her! She's skin and fucking bone!"
I couldn't give into this - she would get over me and be back to normal one of these days - but I couldn't promise that this life will ever change. Everyday Lilly came over and everyday I got the same lecture but I couldn't budge - I couldn't keep doing this to Sienna she means way to much to me to put her through this bullshit anymore.

As I pushed stuff into a bag I couldn't help but think of what I was leaving behind but I didn't care anymore if I wasn't close by then Sienna could really move on. I got misty and we got into my car and just drove - we drove all day and all night I needed to get as far away as possible - I needed to be out of her life for good. I finally needed to stop for a while so I pulled into a motel and got out - I guess this is where I will be staying until I figure things out or until Sienna has moved on and then I can go home and not affect her life anymore. Every text she sent me I would ignore but as the weeks went by the texts stopped. One day I was laying on my bed and my phone started ringing and it was Lilly. I think about it for a moment and answer it.
"Hello?"
"Where the fuck are you?"
"In the middle of nowhere."
"Well you need to get to the hospital as quick as possible - Sienna took an overdose."
My head went into over drive I got misty in the car and started driving I needed to get home I needed to see her - I needed to make sure she was okay. How the fuck did I let this happen. It took me hours to get back and when I reached the hospital I get out of the car and ran into the hospital. She was laying in a bed and she was white. Lilly wasn't lying she was skin and bone she had tubes coming out of her and when Lilly approaches me, I swear she is going to punch me but instead she hugged me and told me to go and sit next to her.
"How is she?" I ask Lilly
"She's asleep now and she's doing okay but she isn't good."
"Dylan?" I hear Sienna say
"Yeah baby I'm here." I say putting my hand on hers.
"Get out." She says placidly but I could tell she was serious "I'm over you and you need to leave - I don't want to see you."
"Sienna."
"No you made a decision and I'm sticking by it - leave."

I leave the room but I don't leave the hospital - for days I sit by her fucking door hoping she wants to see me but everyday Lilly shakes her head. Another day rolls around and Lilly goes to leave.
"Does she want to see me?" I ask
I knew the answer without receiving it yet because every day's been the same.
"Yes." She smiles
I've never gotten up off a chair so quick in my life - I go into the room and she still looks pretty bad.
"Lilly said you wanted to see me."
"I heard you haven't left my door since I told you to leave."
"I couldn't - I'm sorry - I should never have let you go."
"Well you shouldn't have" she says "I meant it I don't want you around anymore."
"Sienna please I'm sorry I love you. I'm so sorry."
"I love you too Dylan but I need you out of my life. I can't be with someone who can change my life the way you did and then not want me anymore."
"But I do want you."
"You made a call Dylan."
"And it was the wrong one but I didn't want you to suffer anymore."
"And it's made me suffer more since you did it."
I knew I wouldn't win this one but I would never give up - I would continue to sit by that door and once she was home I went to the house every single day and every single day she didn't want to see me, I wouldn't give up I would do everything I could to get her back to me.

-Sienna's POV-

He wouldn't leave me alone - he wouldn't give in as much as I wanted to fling myself at him and make all of this end I couldn't. I was hurt he'd put me through so much since he'd ended it with me and I found it very hard to forgive that. I'd been out of hospital for just over a week and every single day Dylan had shown up at the house and every single day I got one of my friends to send him away. Kale came into my room and sat on my bed.
"He loves you."
"I love him too." I sigh "but I can't give into him he let me go and he has to live with that."
"His hurting too Si."
"He didn't care when I was hurting."
"He did but he thought he was doing the right thing."
"Maybe he should have thought of the consequences before he let me go."
"He was thinking about the consequences that may have happened if he didn't let you go." He replies "just give him another chance."
"I don't know if I can." I reply
Listen to your heart Sienna - listen to your heart.
"You know you want too." He smirks
"Okay Kale, next time his here I'll talk to him."
"Well if that's the case..." He replies "DYLAN SHE WANTS TO SEE YOU!"
Before I have a chance to punch him he flings himself off my bed and runs out the door.

Dylan comes in and stands by the shut door.
"Sit down" I say patting the bed.
Dylan sits down and looks at me - I give him a half smile.
"What's up?" He asks
"One more chance Dylan - but if you push me away again you will never see me again. And we are going to take it slow - I'm staying here I'm not going back to the apartment at this stage. It's going to take you a long time to earn back my trust - but I want you in my life and I love you."
"Are you sure?"
"You've been pushing this for ages Dylan and now you are asking me if I'm sure?"
"Sorry I didn't know what else to say - I just want us to be together - but I want it to be because it's what you want."
"It's exactly what I want." I say
Dylan takes me in his arms and holds me - I'd missed this so much. Being with Dylan was the best feeling in the world and I'd forgotten exactly how it felt.

He held me for days he hardly left my side - having him back felt amazing and slowly every inch of hurt had lifted. I knew deep down how guilty he felt but if anything all of this had made us stronger. I'd been out of the hospital for two weeks and I still looked terrible yes I had more colour but the months of hardly eating had made me look terrible. I was thin and gross - Dylan had made me eat every single day several times a day but it wasn't doing much. By telling him I wanted to take it slow I didn't mean he could practically move in here with me but to tell you the truth I don't mind it's nice having him here all the time - being with him was amazing and I'd missed this every second we'd been apart. He was looking out for me again and I like that feeling. Having him by my side all the time caring about me and trying to get me back to where I was before he broke my heart had become a priority.

I lay on the bed with him and he plays with my hair he asks me the question I had been dreading.
"So why did you do it?" He asks
"Because I didn't want to live without you." I reply it was the truth - it hurt to admit but it was the truth. "It hurt not having you in my life and I didn't want to live the rest of my life knowing that I'd lost my soul mate."
He hugged me and pressed his lips against mine.
"I'm sorry I let you go."
"Me too but at least we have each other again."
"I will never let you go again - I promise."
Since Dylan was shot we hadn't heard anything about the scorpions they seemed to have backed away and left us alone - for now. Dylan didn't want to even go there with any revenge I could see in his eyes that he was tired of the game. It felt nice not having him obsess about it anymore like he had been just a few months ago. It felt nice knowing that he was by my side through thick and thin and nothing else was important anymore.

Dylan and Kale went out to go and see their dad - Lilly comes in and sits on my bed.
"You know it's not healthy for you to be in here all the time - I can see that you are getting back your happiness but we need to get you out of this room."
"Okay" I reply
"Get dressed you Ella and I are going out!"
"But.."
"Not buts!" She cuts me off "get your ass out of that bed!"
"Okay." I smile.
The three of us go and get lunch in the city and walk around shopping and having a girls day I go and get my hair and nails done but this time I go back to light brown I was getting bored of the darkness of my hair- I was over it. I notice my phone ringing and answer it.
"Hello?"
"Where the fuck are you Si."
"Lilly and Ella wanted to get out of the house."
"You can't just leave like that!"
"Dylan I needed to get out of the-" Lilly cuts me off by snatching the phone out of my hand.
"Dylan give her some space! She needed to get out of that fucking house!" She hisses "I don't give a shit! We'll be home when we get there - you need to back the fuck off. I'm quite capable of having one of my best friends backs!" She hangs up.
I try to enjoy the rest of the day but I couldn't - it was hard knowing how worried Dylan would be or even the mood he'll be in when we get home but I new I needed this space at the moment and Dylan had to realize this.
"Don't let him ruin your day" smile Lilly
"But his going to be really pissed with me."
"He'll get over it yes his worried about you but he needs to give you some space."

After a while we head home - I'm starting to worry more about how Dylan will be when we get back there. When we get there I grab my stuff and we head in Dylan was standing at the door.
"Thank fuck for that." he snaps
"DON'T FUCKING START" Lilly yells at him.
I walk past them both to my room and I could still hear them going at it.
"WHAT THE FUCK WHERE YOU THINKING?"
"YEAH BECAUSE ITS FUCKING HEALTHY FOR HER TO SPEND EVERYDAY COOPED UP IN A ROOM WITH YOU!"
"AND PUTTING HER IN DANGER IS?'
"MAYBE YOU WHERE RIGHT WHEN YOU LET HER GO BECAUSE THIS IS OBSESSIVE!!"
"FUCK YOU LILLY I'M TRYING TO LOOK OUT FOR HER YOU'RE THE ONE PUTTING HER IN DANGER!"
"Seriously Dylan stop" I can hear Kale say
"Fuck Off."
I could hear the contact from my bedroom and run out Dylan's nose is bleeding and his now in Dylan's face.
"JUST FUCKING STOP!!!" I scream I run past them and out the front door.
I cannot believe the way everyone has turned against each other not only had this shit changed my life the Scorpions had changed us. I run down the road and I keep running I can hear Ella shouting out after me but my feet won't stop I've just got to keep going I can't stop. After a while I collapse in a heap on the footpath in tears. Why are we like this now? How did we get here? I lay in a heap on the footpath for ages - I felt weak and broken. When I feel two strong arms scoop me up I wanted to scream but then I smelt the familiar cologne.
"I'm sorry." Dylan says "I love you."
"I love you too." I reply

Dylan carries me home i feel so weak. He lays me on my bed and kisses me on the cheek and leaves the room. Lilly comes in and lays next to me.
"Are you okay?" Lilly asks
"No, I feel like everyone's turning on everyone else - Dylan cares, that's all."
"I know he does sweetheart I've never doubted that but he needs to let you find yourself again and you can't do that locked away in this bedroom every single day."
"Where is he?" I ask her
"He went home honey - he wanted to give you some space he said he'd be back tomorrow."
"Okay" I reply
That night I lay in bed texting Dylan.
'I miss you' I type
'I miss you too 💜'
'I want you here 💋'
'You need space'
'Don't tell me what I need 😟'
'Are you sure?'
'Please, I can't go to sleep without you here 😪'
'I'll be over soon'
That was the truth I hated being without him and sleeping alone was not something that I ever wanted space from - having him by my side was something I wanted not something I wanted space from. Dylan sneaks in through my window so we didn't have to hear anything from anyone else. I fall to sleep wrapped in Dylan's arms - I hated sleeping without him since we've back together mainly because it was the worse thing when we where apart.

"SIENNA" I wake to Lilly saying throwing my door open she takes one look at Dylan in my bed and she swiftly says "sorry" and shuts the door.
Dylan and I both laugh at her and decide to get up. Dylan has a coffee with Kale and I go outside to have a cigarette and Lilly follows me out,
"I'm so sorry about before I didn't think he was here."
"He came over last night" I smile "Don't worry about it all you did was wake us up,"
"What did he sneak in the window?" she laughs obviously joking
"Maybe." I smirk
"Holy shit" she laughs "He must have been keen."
Lilly and I had become really close probably closer than Ella and I are anymore but she's wrapped up in Kale and doesn't have a lot of time for anything else. But it didn't matter I knew she would always be my friend.

-Dylan's POV-

Things had slowed down - I was glad I had Sienna back but I was bored - we always had an attack or one to plan before and now nothing was happening it was slow and I was sick of it - I think this is in my blood because even though it wasn't something that I wanted for Sienna it was my life and I liked it. If it wasn't for Sienna I probably would have done something now to annoy the shit out of the scorpions but I was sick of risking the people I care about lives for a bit of a thrill. I didn't care if I got myself killed but if it was one of these guys I'd never forgive myself. I guess I was being selfish but in all honesty I missed the game - there was a thrill that if you weren't a part of it you would never understand it made me feel alive and i loved every minute of it - obviously not when it involved people I love but when it was just me and the boys it was amazing.

I wake up next to Sienna and I didn't feel right - not in myself but I had a pit in my stomach that I got when I knew something was going to go wrong. This was something that I hadn't felt in a long time and it worried me. I roll over and kiss Sienna on the cheek and get up to go and see the others. Lilly and Kale where in the kitchen bickering like stupid siblings and Ella had gone to the shops and McDonalds to get breakfast for everyone. She was taking a long time and I started to realize the pit in my stomach might have been right. When I answered the door to two detectives one of which was involved in the Reapers where standing in front of me and I knew why I felt sick.
"Can I speak to Sienna Brockwell please?" Tim asks not letting on that he knows me.
"Sure." I reply leading them in to the lounge room where Sienna is.
"Sienna Brockwell?"
"Yes" she replies
"We have come to inform you that Ella James was in an accident this morning she has been killed."
I see Kale drop to the floor in the kitchen, Lilly stood there stunned and Sienna looked devastated.
"GET OUT" she yells "HOW DARE YOU COME IN HERE AND LIE TO US!"
"I'm sorry miss Brockwell but Ella passed away at 10:45 this morning. You will need to identify the body." they nod at me and I walk them out.
When we get to the door I ask them if I can do it and they agree I can't put more stress on Sienna by doing something like that. When I walk back into the room Sienna was still sitting on the couch looking devastated and Kale was sobbing into his hands on the kitchen floor. I'd hardly ever seen my brother cry let alone sob - by this point Lilly had walked over to Kale and sat down with him. I go and sit next to Sienna and put my arm around her.
"Do we need to call anybody?"
"My parents and her aunty - that's all that she had." I sob
"Okay I'll call your dad."

The rest of that day dragged on Simon and Tania came over for a while but left when Sienna wanted to go to bed. Kale could hardly speak - he was acting differently to how he'd acted in other situation before - a bit of him had died inside and you could see that happening as the minutes went on. Lilly clung to Kale and wouldn't leave his side. I go into Sienna's room and she's sobbing into her pillow. I wrap my arm around her and we just lay there - in silence. I end up leaving to go and identify Ella it made me feel disgusting to do it - but it has to be done. I walk into the morgue and they take me to the room. Her body is pulled out on the slab and they pull the sheet down.
"Yes that's her" I say with that the sheets pulled back over her and I sign some paperwork.

When I got home Sienna was laying in bed which is where she stayed for the rest of the day. She cried all night and didn't get any sleep whats so ever - all she did was toss, turn and sob. I pick up my phone and call Ryan and explain the situation to him - he tells me his coming over to bring a sedative for her so she can at least get some sleep. Soon he is there and he comes in and sits on the bed next to Sienna.
"I bought you something."
"Will it help me forget?"
"No, but it will help you sleep - that I can promise,"
"Okay." she says
He gives her a few to get her through and a script for more if she needed them.
"If she needs anything else or you're worried about her just give me a call." he says "How's Kale?"
"Not in a good way." I tell him
"Is he in his room?"
"Yes" I nod
"I'll go see him before I leave - you get back to Sienna she needs you right now.
I head back in with Sienna and she's looking at the pill Ryan had given her.
"You should take it beautiful, it will let you have some sleep and you need it." I say handing her her bottle of water.
Sienna takes the tablet and within minutes she's out of it and I was glad she needed it.
My phone rings and I realize it's Tim.
"What's up buddy?"
"How's your fiancé?'
"Devastated."
"I have some news - they've looked at the car and the breaks had been cut."
"Fuck."
I was sure this was another attack from the Scorpions and Tim didn't say much but he thought the same thing. We needed to get revenge for this but the first thing I was doing was concentrate on Si. I'm glad Lily was back I honestly don't know how I could look after both of them.

Since Sienna had been put on the sedatives she had been sleeping a lot better - Kale had been put on them too but refused to take them. He was a mess he smelt and he had been drinking constantly if it wasn't for Lily i'd have to basically watch him all the time. Sienna was grieving totally different all she did was sleep - she said that the only time she wasn't in pain was when she was asleep. I tried to get her to eat but she wouldn't the most I could get her to have was water - even after smoking weed she didn't eat she just went back to sleep, I wanted to fix everything for her but I just couldn't and that sucked. Ella's aunty and Sienna's mum and dad planned the funeral for six days after the accident. I didn't know how I would get Sienna there or even attempt to get Kale there. I had a couple of days left - I would figure it out somehow.

I didn't know how to even try to get Si out of bed the day of the funeral - she refused when I told her and pulled the covers back over her head. Lilly had more luck with Kale and he was sitting on the couch drinking coffee - he had honestly improved a little but Sienna on the other hand was a different story. Lily tried to get her out of bed and so did I but she wouldn't budge. Kale went in and tried and finally they both appeared outside the room Lilly got Sienna dressed and we headed off.