Broken // c.f

Ten

30 minutes have passed by and we finally got to meet One Direction.

"Just a reminder guys, this one's a psychopath" Zayn says whispering really loudly so I can hear

"You know, I'm no crazed fan" I laugh giving each one of the boys a hug

"Mhm. Yeah? you keep thinking that"

"You're an idiot. Anyways, hello, hi, I'm Lacey. As you can tell I'm awkward" I smile backing away

"Don't leave just yet" the blonde Irish one, Niall says

"We haven't introduced ourselves"

"I already know who you are, remember you're One Direction?"

"Right. I just needed an excuse to look at your beautiful face again" Louis says. I can feel the blush creeping onto my face

"Well, thank you" I smile

"We should hang out sometime, before we head back to London" Liam suggests

" Good idea" I write my number on 4 different pieces of paper. One for Niall, Louis, Liam and Harry because Zayn was the first one to get mine

"Well, I uh better get going. I'll you know, text ya and yeah"

"Right well, it was nice meeting you. We've heard a lot about you" Harry says, ruffling his curls

"Good things, don't worry" Liam adds

"Alright well, I'll be leaving now. See you" I smile, turning around, bumping into Connor

"Can we go back home? I'm tired" I pout

"9:5O. Well for one thing, its getting late and the second thing is that you're gonna have to wait for all of the boys" He says checking his watch, and then straddling me into his arms

I want to stay like this forever. forever. He takes all my pains and problems away. I can come to him when I really need him the most. He's why I haven't been cutting lately. He's the reason why I'm still holding on.

"Are you guys ready to leave?"

"Yes" I nod, rubbing my eyes

Once we dropped the boys off, I went back home with Sam. I decided to go and talk to him because I felt really back getting upset with him over.. over nothing.

I go upstairs changing out of my outfit from the concert today, into my Pajama's; black fleece shorts with white polka dots and a white tank top.

I stopped caring about the cuts because everyone already knew.

"Sam? are you in there? can we talk?" I knock on his door

"Yeah, what's up?" he says opening the door

"I didn't mean to. It was an accident. I hate doing that to people, you know? I shouldn't have gotten upset or mad at you. I thought you were trying to make everything worse for me, and better for you"

"It's okay, baby sis. I know you never meant any of that. You were Andy and upset over, who knows what? it's okay" he smiles, pulling me into a hug

"I'm glad you understand. Are you doing anything to 2 days from now? so like the day after tomorrow?" I ask, breaking the hug

"No, if you're gonna bring friends over, that's fine"

What friends? Don't have those.

"Alright. Night" I close the door behind me, and head back to my room.

I crawl underneath the comfy black duvet and scroll through twitter.

"@Luke5SOS: The adventures are almost over, but I swear when I get back, I'll be a new start"