There was a crisp breeze as I shudder. I enter school I finally decided i was gonna commit suicide.
I didn't have a reason to live ever since I was born. My mom hates me and my dad is a abusive fuck. I felt like i was a mistake, I should've died sooner and so today was the day. I finally was gonna be free no more yelling no more selling my body for their drugs.
oh god the horror every night of being hustled and feeling the fear of the men inside me the thoughts of if it was gonna hurt or how much pain I'll be in the next week. I want it to be over just gone. And im taking that opportunity i have my blade and pills. I will do this when the game is starting i want to go down in history as the emo who fucking committed suicide at Monty high.
As i Walk to class not caring if I was late I bumped into some kid he dropped all his papers and a sketch book. I just groaned and helped him only because it was my fault "shit dude I'm sorry." "N-no it's fine" holy fuck his voice was so soft and sweet it's like waves hitting the rocks on shore. It was beautiful I just smile and say "you won't be sorry for long." He was confused but said "o-okay bye." I just wave and walk to class i was five minutes late but who cares.
"Mr.iero I see you're late."
"Yessir"
"And why is that?"
"Eh just didn't feel like running to class like I do every fucking day."
"Iero don't give me that tone. Now open your text book to 167 we are learning about Fredrick Douglas."
"What ever." I just sat there and waited till the clicked ticked.
40 minutes later
!!Ding ding!!
Next period how fun.
Next period was my art class I actually liked it probably the only thing I'll miss. A shame I walk there being late also I just smiled as I walked in and went to my canvas.
She just said "Frank don't be late again."
"Oh I promise I won't."
The game
This will be the end
To the end I go.
(Trigger warning)
I look at everything as i Walk into the bathroom I shut the door and the lights flicker off I just smile it'll be gone...
Everything
I start to open my pills they were antidepressants and valium I start one by one
40 something pills later i hear a knock. I just smile because they'll never know. I then get my blade and slit vertically to get my veins. I smile as I die I then write on the wall with my blood and it says "gallons but not enough xo Frank"
I pass out.
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blood (frerard)
FanfictionI can't control myself because I don't know how, And they love me for it honestly, I'll be here for a while. - I tried to give my blood away but it wasn't just enough.
