I was fine before him.
I had finally gotten over my self-hatred when he came along.
He just had to drag it all back up, didn't he.
It didn't benifit him to cause me this much pain again. He just did it for the shits and giggles.
Now, he's gone and I'm left with this horrible habit I've recreated for myself.
He told me he'd never let me hurt myself again. But where's he now?
He was the one that "needed help," and I fell for it.
I fell for his manipulative ways and dug myself a hole too deep to get out of.
He's gone now, but he will never leave.
Because of him, my new him will leave because he can't help me.
