Do you ever get that moment where you don't want to live anymore, but you don't want to die? Like, you don't want to die, but you just want to sleep for a couple of years. Basically, you want to die for an amount of time and not life.
Do you ever get that moment where you know it would be wise to get some help, but you don't want to bring attention to yourself because you're afraid that people might say you just want to be noticed? You know you should get a professional, but people will look and treat you differently if they know, so you keep it hidden instead.
Do you ever get that moment where you're so done with everyone and everything that maybe you just don't want to live anymore and you're contemplating suicide, but don't because you could hurt so many more people than if you just keep breathing?
Do you ever get that moment where you want so much to tell your friend everything, but as soon as you see them, you tense up not tell them anything?
Do you ever get that moment when you might actually be not as sad as usual? Not quite happy, but not as lost as you normally are and you think to yourself that there might actually be a light at the end of the tunnel.
