Dairies (Redney Fanfic)

1/18/18

"Hey babe? Do you think I'm going to die?"
With that question coming out of my mouth, Barney turned to me and stared right at me with shocked eyes.
"Red, why would you think I would think that? Of course not. Don't keep yourself occupied by those types of thoughts. I love you and I'm going to help you through this no matter what."

"Thanks. I just wonder if we can even afford the surgery..."

He puts his hand on my shoulder, making me jump slightly.
We were outside, laying on the towel which lay on the grass onto of a hill where Barney proposed to me on.

Just remembering makes me want to cry.
I have someone that loves me so much they wanted to marry me.
Even though I put them through so much of my pain along the way.

"I start chemo tomorrow.."
"You'll be fine, Red. I love you."
....

"I love you too. I'm just scared."

"To be honest, I am too."
"Why?"

"You."

"You're scared OF me? Or are you scared FOR me?"
"For."

"Why?"
"I don't know."
I sighed.

"I want ice cream and then go home now.."
"Okay Michael. Just for you."
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CUTE AF
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