I am in a state of oblivion
where did that time of my life go?
i can not remember loving you for once
can you please come near and show?
i paused for a while
to think about that time
did it all happen?
or it was just a disguise?
and the memories pranking me
feels like mist, that doesn't exist.
All those emotions
just seem pages of a book without notions
that i once started reading
but left in between
was not so keen
to even finish the chapter i was on
cuz i could not relate anymore
with the increasing oblivion
i could not take it anymore
all the pain and the fear
that once was born in my heart
of losing you,
not a single word i could hear
that my heart was trying to say
that you're going in the wrong way
i deserved that pain now i know
and the sorrow grew so deep
burden of all the promises you were supposed
to keep
was too heavy for you
so you chose to ignore
and that damaging arrogance of ignorance
left me in the state of oblivion.
Where are those concepts of theoretical and tangible things?
where are those truths and lies of life are?
