Julia's P.O.V
i needed my mom to cook me breakfast so i went into her room and the door was locked.
"MOM OPEN THE FREAKING DOOR" i yelled
" oh gosh um okay wait a second"
" really mom"
" Julia hold on wait a minute"
" i just need you"
she unlocked the door and i walked in i knew she slept with some one why else would she have the door locked i mean her and Hunter always in there at night because Hunter is scared. But when i waked in i saw some one that i never wanted to see again dad the person who raped me and told me that it reminded him of when mom and him were together.
" really mom really you slept with him the person that raped me every single day of my life"
" no its not what it looks like we were just hanging out and talking" she touched my shoulder
" don't touch me" i said with a mean tone
" okay fine what did you want"
" never mind i'll do it myself"
" okay bye"
" bye"
how can she just betray he kids like that she know we all are scared of him shes knows that. I just cant believe it, i never would of thought she would go back to him because he raped me. I love my mom so much but i will never forgive her for that.
Taylors P.O.V
" zac right now we can't be in a relationship but we can still hang out until the time is right" i said to Zac disappointed.
" okay i guess that's fine"
" it's not that i don't love you or anything like that i just have to talk to the kids because they are going through a rough time right now with all that went on with Miley and their brother dying and they need my attention so much"
" Taylor i understand completely i don't wanna rush things if you need time"
" thank you for understanding"
" no problem, but i do want to try and talk to the kids because i love them so much and i am truly sorry for what i did and caused in yours and their lives i was messed up and i messed up Taylor you know i love you so much and you are the love of my life i would die for you and the kids im so so sorry" Zac started to tear up.
" oh Zac don't cry i understand you i know you messed up i know you love them but you beat them every day and raped Julia so even though i forgive you for what you did to me i don't think i will ever forgive you for what you did to those kids half of their lifes"
" and I will never forgive myself for that either it was wrong and im such a fucking idiot for doing that so i understand and i don't blame you"
" I hope you know also that it's going to take them a while to not be scared of you they start to shake just thinking about you, Hunter doesn't sleep in his room ever unless i lay with him for a while because of you" i started to cry knowing that they are scared of their own father
" Tayor im so sorry i didn't know i hurt them that much to that point im such a horrible person, come here don't cry i promise i changed im a better person now i promise" he pulled me close to him i began to cry even harder
" im so sorry Taylor i mean it" Zac said
" i love you so much"
" i love you too"
A/N: so this chapter is so sucky but i won't be able to update for a while because my computer is mean to me and doesn't like to work ever so i won't be able to update until i get it fixed.
