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So yes another authors note ridiculous I know but I'm just done with people's shit. I'm not going to be nice to petty people anymore I'm being serious I'm done with their petty shit, I just lost two best friends and my grandma died I'm having a hard time right now and I lost three most important people in my life in not even a week fuck I mean what else is going to happen next, yep if your feeling mean just put it all on me because izzy is has the best life right now no she's not broken or anything nope not at all. So here's to the kids that go to my school,
Dear Kevin, Deshawn and Julie
TRY LOSING YOUR GRANDMA YOUR BEST FRIENDS THAT YOU THOUGHT WERE GOING TO BE WITH YOU FOR EVER BUT THEY TURN THEIR BACK ON YOU. I FREAKING PROMISED FUCKING TAYLOR JANE SCHILLING THAT I WASNT GOING TO LISTEN TO YOUR GUYS SHIT ANYMORE AND ITS TRUE IM NOT GOING TOO BECAUSE YOU GUYS DONT HAVE A FUCKING LIFE AND IF YOU THINK TELLING PEOPLE TO SLIT THEIR THROAT IS A LIFE YOU GUYS GOT IT ALL WRONG. IM NOT GOING TO BREAK A DAMN PROMISE WITH SOME ONE THAT I CARE ABOUT SO MUCH AND NEVER WANT TO SEE HURT EVER OVER YOU GUYS I MEAN FUCK GUVE ME A DAMN BREAK I CAN ONLY HANDLE SO MUCH YOU SHOULD'VE SEEN ME LAST NIGHT I HAD PEOPLE CRYING BECAUSE IM SO BROKEN I HURT THEM BECAUSE IM HURT AND WHEN I HEARD THEY WERE CRYING BECAUSE OF ME MADE ME FEEL LIKE COMPLETE SHIT I APOLOGIZED TO ONE NUMEROUS TIMES I FELT LIKE SHE HATED ME AND I STILL DO. THATS BECAUSE YOU GUYS BRAINWASHED ME INTO THINKING NO ONE LOVES ME. I ALMOST KILLED MYSELF LAST NIGHT IF IT WASNT FOR THOSE TWO PEOPLE (im not naming them because one is private and I would like to not get bothered by it and I can't name one without naming the other) TELLING ME IM WORTH IT I LOVE THEM BOTH AND I LISTENED TO THEM I HAVE TWO PEOPLE THAT ARE THERE FOR ME AND THAYS ALL I NEED SO FUCK OFF- Izzy🖕🖕🖕🖕

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