I find it funny that people just think someone is fine when they actually aren't that they are having the best day of their lives but they really aren't. I can't even begin to explain how much sadness is in my body all at once today but I'm holding it in because I don't want people to worry about me. Right now I wanna burst out crying because this might sound creepy but sometimes it just feels nice to let it out, to let out all of your emotions that have been bottled up inside of you crying is my way of easing the pain because I'm to weak to hurt myself and believe me when I say this I've tried numerous times to hurt myself but I'm always to afraid to so crying is a way to ease the pain, okay I wanted to rant and so I did now I'm going to cry bye - izzy
