A/N I'm taking a break from all social medias and I'm going to focus on my life and my health. I will be back and I will continue the story but for now just bare with me and understand that sometimes people just need a break. I can't take the drama social media is bringing me right now it's making my depression even worse than it was before. My sisters and cousins are super worried about me and I don't want them to be because I want to prove to them that I'm stronger than this, that I can survive even through the hardest times. I will still keep in touch with Jen but that's it just for now until I'm ready to come back and start over. I know this isn't going to be a overnight thing and it's going to take time and in that time I need to focus on myself and not other people. I really do love writing and I'm super grateful for people that read my fanfic and love it. But it's time to take a break and resolve problems that are happening with friends and family. I need to work on getting my self back together and working on my depression so it's not so bad. I know that maybe one person will miss me but I'll be back if you still want to talk to me, but you have Jen if you ever want to know how I am and how I'm doing. I'm not deleting wattpad or anything I'm just taking a big or small break I really don't know. I didn't decide this on my own either, it was a long talk between my mom and stepdad and we came to an agreement that I should just take a break and believe me I cried I don't know why I cried I just did. Maybe it's because I'm passionate about writing and the people that read and comment and vote on my fanfic I don't know why I was crying. I need to just stay focused in school and get good grades and do my work and homework, my teachers told me that I have been slacking in school and I don't want to slack I want to be a student that pays attention and listens not a slacker. Now don't get me wrong my grades are all A's and A pluses ( not trying to brag). I don't want to cry every night to get the pain out I want to be happy and love life, this is going to sound surprising to some people on here but I do actually love myself. Staying up and talking to people has been affecting my school life and life in general. I want to be able to keep my friends and no drama. So I hope you understand if you don't fuck off. 🖕
