connected 연결된 s.m.

n i n e t e e n

   For the sole purpose of living for the people he loved, Shawn allowed the doctors and nurses perform what they need for him to live.

   The next few days were emotional for him, he kept talking about how if he jumped he'd suffer for the rest of his life. If it wasn't that, he'd go on about how felicity saved his life and allowed him to have a future.

   Which wasn't entirely true, felicity saved him because she knew that if she didn't, she'd live in regret.

   She was permitted to see Shawn by nurse's consent, walking into the room five days after the incident. "Hey." She smiled and carried a small pot with two yellow flowers sprouting from the soil in her heroic hands. "Feeling better?"

   He nodded slowly, his throat drier than the Atacama Desert. It pained felicity to see her once lover, in this state. She motioned the pot two his larger hands, whispering, "yellow sunflowers. Because their your favourite."

   "You remembered." He whispered, saving his voice. He smelled the flowers, giving it to his nurse to put beside him.

   The smile on his face was uncomprehendable, he smiled so that everyone knew he was finally happy. "Thank you." His heart beated out of his chest, his heart even thanking felicity.

   "Funny how we were enemies in real life, but online we were connected." She chuckled, picking up a small gift bag from the floor. She gave it to him and he slowly reached into the bag, retrieving a card with pink and red hearts.

   He opened it and the card read in the messiest handwriting: be my valentine. From ms. Mcbitchyface. A smile, much bigger than he'd ever smiled in his life appeared on his face and he cried, opening his arms open for her.

   The smell of flowers and friendly love lingered the in between the both of them shawn nodded into her hair. "Im gonna be the shittiest valentine gift giver."

   "Yes you are." She agreed, "happy Valentine's Day, TVDADDICT." The wolfes and the mendes family piled into Shawn's hospital room, balloons, and hot breakfast on a platter, especially made for him by felicity. 

They didn't end up together, but they're both happy :)