Searching for my happiness

Bad Vibes

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CHAPTER  15: BAD VIBES…

June 30,2012

Philippines

MC’s POV

This can’t be happening!

OH GOD!!!

NO!

N – O !

Okeey. OA much..

But….

I’m going to be late ! I’m going to be late!

-     -     Miss! H’wag po kayong tumakbo! Masama po yan sa inyo ! – habol sakin ng P.A ko. As you see, 2 f*ckin’ weeks na ako laging may kasunod sakin T.T … I really hate it!

-      -    I really can’t be late Jenny! I have an exam now. Arrrrgg… Can’t you ran faster? – I asked her.

-     -     Sorry po. Hindi talaga ako magaling tumakbo. Kayo nga jan kung makatakbo kayo parang walang sakit.- I stopped from running – Mmmm, So-sorry, I d-diidn’t, Mmm.. Sorry po talaga. – Well, In these two weeks naging friends din kami kahit papaano ng PA ko, but there’s always the formality.

Did she think that I’m weak because of this f*ckin’ heart disease?! F*CK! I never wanted to be weak. I have to be strong, and I know I’m strong. Although I know I have that, I can’t really stop thinking that I’m a weak person. DAMN!

This past few weeks, since I’ve been friend with The Royalty Gang, and they’re really doing what they told me weeks ago. They make me smile, laugh and be happy.

-     -     Mmmm.. Miss??

And by that, I almost  forgot about my heart condition.  About my friends in Spain, well, we don’t communicate since I that day.  I hate that day! Okey okey! Calm calm calm! Inhale exhale!

-      -    Misss??

Okeey. I lied, they communicate with me but I don’t. I just.. I don’t know.. I can’t. I don’t know how to face them.

-      -    Miss, You’re going to be late. :/

Back to the topic. Kahit na laging binibigyan at pinapaalalahan ako ni Jenny ng pag-inom ng gamut, nakakalimutan ko na para yun sa sakit ko.

I’ve just thought that there were just some kind of vitamins. Neither my grandpa let me think my condition. He never talked to me about that again. Because I already told him about the 4 months thingy when I’ve just arrived here in the Philippines.

RIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNGGG

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Alam kong every moment na nag-uusap kami, gusto nya kaong kumbinsihin. Pero sa ngayon, ayoko muna talaga. Ang daming pumapasok lagi sa isipan ko pag-ganitong topic, tulad na lang ngayon! Grrrrr.. T.T

And now… thanks to her(note the sarcasm), ang dami pumasok sa isipan ko. Bad trip na tuloy ako. Kahit pinipilit kong maging masaya, gustuhin ko man maging masaya hindi na mangyayari yun? I mean, yeah, masaya din naman ako kasama sila Vane, but….

Laging may kulang.

-       -   Miiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiissssssss!!! – Jenny

-        -  WHHAT?! Why do you have to shout?! – Ako

-        -  Errrm.. so-sorry poh. Eh kasi po, kanina ko pa po kayo tinatawagan, hindi nyo naman ako pinapansin, na-space-out ata po kayo. – Jenny

-       -   Huuh? – ako – But you didn’t have to shout! Now, what do you want? – mainit na ang bait ko ngaun. Kaasar!

-       -   Kasi po, kanina pa po nag-bell, at late na po kayo. – Jenny

-       -   WTH?! Arrrg! You can go now! – LATE? I have an exam?! PSssh! Bahala na! I’m gonna ditch class na lang, bawi nalang ako sa sunod. Wala na kong ganang pumasok. BV Ampf.! – You can go now!

-       -    But ---

-       -   Don’t make me repeat it….- ako

-       -   S-sure M-miiss. But you have to take your medicine. – Jenny

-       -   Fine. – binigyan nya ako ng tubig at yung gamut then ininum ko. – Happy? Now, GO!

-       -   Y-y-yes M-miss. I-i’m really so-s-sorry. – I just rolled my eyes. At umalis na sya.

I’m not mean okey? Ang ayoko lang sa lahat ay yung binabadtrip ako. Does she really have to make me remember that I am sick? That anytime I can die? That anytime I’ll leave all the people I love?

Wala na kong ganang pumasok. I’m going na lang sa HQ ng The Royalty. Friends na naman kami, so I can go there whenever I want.

And they treat me like I am one of them.

Nag-umpisa na kong maglakad papuntang HQ. Habang papunta ako dun, may isang sumisigaw sa likuran ko.

-       -   Heeeeeeyyyy! Wait uppppp!!

Hindi ko yun pinapansin, baka naman hindi ako yung tinatawag diba? Ang dami ding late ngayon. Baka pag tingin ko, tas hindi naman ako, pahiya lang ako dun.

-      -    Waaaaaiiiiiitt!!

Mmmmm, pero parang kilala ko yung boses nay un?? Boses lalaki…Duh?! Haha. I mean parang napakinggan ko na yung boses na yun. San ko nga ba napakinggan?  Pero baka hindi naman talga ako yung tinatawag… :/

-      -    Heeey! Maria Cristina Sanchez Navarro!

Okey. Ako pala ang tinatawag. KAya napatigil naman ako sa paglalakad. Obvious? Pagtalikod ko

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