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Garroths Pov

I'm a nice guy aren't I? It happened what, 5 months after we started dating. Five months after I thought everything could finally be perfect.

"Garroth garroth garroth!" Laurence excitingly jumped around the house we now shared alone.
"What is it Laurence!" I quickly replied excited to see what had him excited.
"Look look look!" He said flipping over the couch nearly crushing me.
"Alright alright I'm looking show me what's got you so worked up," I chuckled.
"Here!" He said showing me his phone. A small article laid across the screen.

"File Films Now Hiring!

After the recent success of latest films the studio is looking for people interested in this exciting career! With skills such as camera operating, idea portraying and other various things. If interested you can contact us using the the number below. For more information visit our website and have a nice day,

- File Film Studios."

"Alright I've read it now explain please," I said with a slight laugh.
"It's a great opportunity really! I've always wanted to work in the film industry but never knew how. I know I probably won't get a job there but I really want to at least apply," he said making a cute face.
"Well go for it then!"
"Yep and the position I'm applying for doesn't require me to go anywhere so I can work from home!"
"Well that'll be wonderful cause I'll get to see you even more now won't I?"
"You always know just what to say," Laurence giggled tackling me once again,
"I guess I do," I said with a laugh"

So he applied. Did an interview over video call like most others did. Laurence did always have this first impression charm to him. So he did get the position. Even though some consider me to be quite dumb, really I'm not. With each passing day Laurence became more busy and almost seemed that I barely ever saw him. It sunk my heart really.
At a least it made goodbye a little easier.
What am I talking about it made it worse.
Eventually I knew that promotion would come and he'd have to move. So that's just what happened. I was always warned falling for your best friend is a bad idea. You normally see that concept in movies, typically a guy and a girl are best friends but one of them falls for the other only to find they don't accept their feelings. So after some fancy stuff happens boom they get together bam The End.
This was entirely different. I didn't even go to the airport. I said my goodbyes in this big old house. Which I couldn't afford to live in alone but that's a topic for later.
I don't understand how Zane lived alone for all that time in an even bigger house.
It kinda feels lonely loosing your best friend.
Even if at first you kept contact it doesn't help that you can't do that anymore. It doesn't help knowing that they're making new friends probably. It doesn't help that your best friend used to be your boyfriend. It doesn't help that maybe he's moved on. It doesn't help knowing he's doing something he loves without you. It doesn't help knowing all those child hood memories are slowly fading. It doesn't help knowing that they have new friends. But what hurts the most. Isn't any of these things.

What hurts the most is knowing that he didn't seem to care leaving you behind.

I never thought I'd lose it.
I always kept it close to me.
But now I've lost my heart.
The heart that I let my best friend keep.

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