The Ro'Meaves Lost Hearts

Five

Dantes Pov

Blah blah blah blah
Just change the words him to her
Blah blah blah blah
Yeesh why'd he hire you?
Blah blah blah blah
Listen kid you have to change that man to woman
Blah blah blah blah

Christ why don't they just leave me alone. I write all the songs I preform however... I wrote them all about him... But society doesn't like that. There shouldn't be anything wrong with it however it just seems like society doesn't want it to seem that way. I still miss Vylad. Unlike some who forget or try not to remember, I want to remember. I want to remember everything. From the big bright smile he had when we first met in High school, to his expression when I last hugged him at the air port and whispered 'Bye' in his ears.
The way his hair smelt or how he refused to wear anything but sweaters and shorts most of the time. There's so many things I'll remember. I'm not letting go. Because I still love him and when I see him next I pray he still loves me. After all I can't tell. Because another thing society hates is happiness. So there went my phone. Reasoning? Apparently if I want to be famous I have to have the best of the best. I mean at least I got a new phone?

I spun around in my chair. Soon a Knock came to my door and my manager walked in.

"Oh hi!"
"Yes yes hello I've got some news though, I got one of my writers to clean up the song you wrote. It was wonderful really but you know how fame is, 'Sometimes lying is the best thing to do-'"
"'Sometimes lying is the best thing to do," I said in unison to him.
"That's my boy. Either way you'll just be preforming a small gig down at the Blue Club. So put on a smile and show them the eyes of a star~"
"Alright what time..."
"Well just read it over practise and be down stairs to meet me outside at 9:00 sharp! No dinner no later."
"Ok," I agreed.
"Perfect! I'll see you later my boy," he said exiting my apartment.

I was living a pretty good life (minus my career). I mean I had a fancy apartment which viewed the whole city. I was on the rise to stardom. I've met some pretty cool people. But my life could be so much more perfect......

I did exactly what he said I practised his song, yes his song. I may have wrote  what he changed but this was not my song. I had no emotional connection to it.
At 9:00 exactly I met him down stairs. Wherever drive to the Blue Club and went threw the back entrance. If it sounds like I'm being dragged on and boring it's because I am.

I waited by the small stage where people spread out across the club.

"And now Dante Ocean (don't know his last name but it's this in a lot of stories don't know if it's canon or nah but whatever) with 'Those eyes of hers!"

People clapped as I stepped up, my name had become known through out the city and a little through out the country so i was no doubt they were at least a little excited. I began to play this meaningless song, why must the media be like this?

"I remember those eyes of hers... They were shinier then the noble prize, and as she gave me a kiss goodnight, I knew those eyes would haunt me forever....

Through out these broken little minds, I knew that one of them would be big and fixed with all these screws and nails, but at last she didn't come first. I had to search through the waters like a player off a cd and these broken memories~

She came last with those eyes of hers, I knew from the beginning that I needed them forever as a friend and as a lover~

Through out the years you knocked on my door, With long brown hair that flew in the wind... Who knew it'd end up like this... You never dated anyone in college you were an angel to the skies, daddy's little girl with big protective brothers and those eyes~

She came last with those eyes of hers, I knew from the beginning that I needed them forever as a friend and as a lover~
Oh with those shiny green eyes she was the one that could brake a million hearts but for some reason it was always hers! I could see it in her eyes like broken Christmas lights! I wish I could tell her lie but she's gone! And those are haunting me....

Oh she came last.. With those eyes of hers... I knew from the beginning that I needed them forever as friend... And as s lover... But as you kissed goodbye I knew those eyes would haunt me forever...."

I striped the last note on the guitar. There claps were meaningless to me... I wanted them to clap for what I really was who I really am. But no, that's not how it's going at the moment. So for now they'll just have to laugh at the big and fake smile of the big and fake Dante Ocean.

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Alright so as I decided to use a issue that's present in our society as humans which is the muting of lgbt topics in movies, tv, songs, radio etc... Even if we've improved it still happens. It disgusts me tbh. I mean I could rant for days but this isn't the place. Either way I hope you enjoyed this chapter.

(Also a really good song that represents this topic is Radio friendly pop song by Matt fishell.)

(Also also no songs or anything like that unless I state are real I just make them up)

(Also also also to any one who agrees that censoring lgbt+ topics is ok and the right thing.... COME FIGHT ME AND EVERYONE I KNOW I WILL NOT HESITATE-)

(Also also also also Happy Valentine's Day, today I'm spending it with my- SIKE I'm single af)

(Also also also also also, sense today is the day of live only suiting I put out two chapters right? Wrong! Jk right love y'all)