Love in Mysterious Way

at the Beach

I was here for hours ago... just watching the waves, listening to music. Its not a busy day here... so there's no lot of people around. I receive a message from cassie asking what time ill be home, and from kyla confirming the talk. I replied to them. the put back my phone unto my pocket. As I was walking back to my car, I saw demis car park 5 cars before mine. Her car wasn't tinted so I saw her head on her wheels and doors open. To my curiosity, I walk up to her, she seemed not to noticed me though. What I saw hurts. I mean, you know I still love her right? Seeing her like his? I mean silently crying? it hurts though. "hey..." I said just to get her attention. She havnt recognised my voice yet. She didn't look up "i—I'm okay, please leave." She said "you sure? Because I cant say you are.." I said truly concerned. She look up to me and she tensed up a little. "hey... I'm not gonna hurt u if that's what you--- "i---I'm so sorry." She said crying more. "why are you sorry? If its about earlier, it was all fine..." she shook her head no. "okay dems... calm down," I said holding her. I can see she cant breath to well from crying. I comforted her, once she's good, she speak again.. "I know it was my entire fault.... But please... hear me out, y—you didn't let me expla—"okay... just please stop crying..." I said wiping out her tears. I grab her hand and gestured her to follow. We went to my normal spot at the beach. We stayed silent for a moment.

"i—I'm so sorry..." she kept on saying it. I let out a deep breath before I say something. "that was years ago demi.." I said trying to hide my emotion. "I—I know.. but I cant forgive my s—self." "everything's fine... I promised." She looks at me tears in her face. I wipe it out and I don't know... what I did was... I can say, I'm not in my mind right now. I kissed her... she was taken aback, but kissed back. until air came as an issue. I smiled at her "pull your self together, then will talk about it some other time... when your not all emotional.. Okay?" I said. she nods and hugged me tight like there's no tomorrow.. Yes... I have missed her too much to deny it. "come on now dems.... Its getting late" I said patted her back, she sniffed as I pull my arms that rounds her waists. "ill drive you home..." I help her up to my car and silently drive. I can see that she'd been crying silently so I pulled out and grab her hand. "dems... please stop.. I don't want to see you like that." She didn't say a word until we reached at her address. I stop in front of her house and lead her to her front door. "look... I need you to stop crying now..." "bu—t your still mad at me" "demi... everything's fine now... please," I hugged her tight to assure her everything's fine by now. "I need to go now... promise me your not gonna do something stupid." "i—ill try.." I shook my head at her "please eat demi..." after we talked, I asked her to get inside so she can have dinner and rest. I thought she'll be fine by then, but as she closed her front door I hear her cried at the back of the door... I open it again and I saw her in a ball position. I carried her in her room, and put her in bed. "i—ill be fine.. qu—Quinn." "no demi you're a mess." I grab my phone that has been vibrating non-stop, I answered Karen.. i told her ill be staying at a friends for the night. And talk to her in the morning. I got demis pj's. I help her changed.. I was hurt to what I have seen.. she has cuts in her wrists. "d—demi... why?" "please.... Don't hate me." "demi... none of this can hellp you..." "it he—helps Quinn... it those ease the pain. I f—feel numb and the voices." "I thought marr helps y—"I need you Quinn" then silence took us both. I made this to her? I made her cut? "i—its not your f—fault Quinn... I made this to my s—self. i—it was my fault to go on that stupid p—party with joe, a—and trust h-him.. he drugged m—me and t—then i—I don't know h—happen next. Then i—I saw you t—talking to him and I am out of dress..." "he.... He rape you?" I feel so awful not letting her explain. Owh my GOD it was all my fault?

After we talk, ask her to eat something, then let her rest... I called james and asked about demi. "dad.... Is there anyway we can locked up the guy?" I asked james over the phone. "off course... you want me handle her case?" "is it okay?" I asked. I'm so gonna sue him... after me and dad's convo. I went to bed with demi and drift of...