Love in Mysterious Way

12

 KAREN

We're about to sleep when Quinn ask me. "Why've you doing this to me?" "what do you mean?" I asked her. "you care so much,... you've been helping me with everything. and where not even related." She said. "I ... I feel like you sacrificed your happiness just to make sure I was fine and happy." She continues and snuggled to me more. "Because I love you... love means sacrifices. To give you happiness is what makes me happy." I said to her as I hugged her tight. "I want you to be happy too." "then... I better make sure you're happy..." I said giggling.... "that's childish... don't you think?" "I guess?" then we both giggled. After a minute I heard her hum ......

Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way. I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore
'Cause we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I, I... I'm so sorry baby
But I, I... I gotta pack up and leave
But I, I'll always remember how we came close
... to being how I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
I wanted you

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

"that was wonderful" I said... she only hug me tight.... At this moment I know something had bothered her... "you can tell me everything..." she lift up her head then gets up... "I've been thinking..... Thinking bout this earlier.." "of what?" she put her hand in her head. "Maybe... just maybe I like girls?" I smiled at her. "so you like demi?" she look at me then lay next to me.. "you think?" she asked

QUINN

"I don't know... i was thinking maybe I like girls?" I said... I still don't know, but I like her kiss. I like her smile. And I like to annoy her... I love seeing her pissed and I like her around me. "so you like demi...." Karen question back. "you think it gets awkward?" "Liking demi?" "no... talking about it to you..." I said. "you think?" "I don't think so..." Karen said and we both laugh. "so you like her?" I nod in response. "but im not that sure yet..." "wanna know a secret?" "yours?" "yeap..." "oh my God... don't tell me you had a daughter and you hide it from me...." I said jokingly "no... not that thing... I still don't think of my self being called a mom though." "I know..." I said smiling "okay... maybe were sisters?" I teased. "we are... don't you think? But not in blood.... Your my baby sister..." "right... so what was the secret?" I asked excitedly. "I like girls...." She said. "I know.... You and miss Salvador was a thing," "how'd you know?" "its kind of obvious... any other secret?" I asked "okay.... so in this school, theirs a teacher I like most, and she asked me out..." "oh my GOD.... When?" I asked. "so its fine with you?" "but of course.... I wanna met her first.." I said getting up real quick but fail. "so its okay if Ill invite her dinner tomorrow?" she asked. I yawn but nod in response... she smiled at me then we cuddle.. "you should sleep now... you have to wake up early to remove your cast.." its been a week and im excited to remove this things in my body... mom had phoned Karen about my bodyguard... angie, Karen and mom got me a student bodyguard so it wont be that obvious, ill start school on Monday, and excited to see maddie again. Demi said shes doing fine.