Is This Right

Chapter 13

I turned towards Ciara again.

"What the fuck you want Ciara for real?"I asked. She rolled her eyes.

"I cant stand you I swear that's why I left yo ass. Anyways I met this guy and he asked me to marry him. I said yeah but he doesn't like kids so you can have her."She said referring to the little girl. I picked her up.

"So you gonna give up yo daughter for a nigga. Same ol' Ciara. Get yo selfish ass off my property."I said.

"I'm not about to pass up a rich nigga for Chrissy. You know what I'm out of here."She said walking to her car.

"And don't bring yo stupid ass back either."I yelled. she flipped me off.  I started at the little girl in front of me. I moved her blonde and brown spiral curls out her face. She looked just like me. Green eyes, light skin, and freckles on her nose.

"Hi Chrissy you know who I am?"

"No but I look like you."She said rubbing her small thumbs on my freckles. I chuckled. She sounds good for a two year old.

"Yeah you do but I'm your dad." She smiled big and hugged me. I hugged her back. Man I can't believe Ciara made me miss my baby life.

"Let's get you to bed."I walked her up to the guest bedroom. It looks like I gotta decorate the room.

"Goodnight baby girl."I said kissing her cheek.

"Goodnight daddy and pretty lady." I got confused and turned around and seen Vanessa leaning on the door. She smiled. I got up and walked to her door closing it. I walked into my room and seen Vanessa getting in. I got in behind her wrapping my arm around her waist. She turned around facing me.

"You alright with this?"I wanted to hear what she had to say.

"Yeah I mean this happened before we stated dating so I'm not going to be mad but why didn't you tell me?"She asked.

"Well two years ago Ciara and I were in love. I thought she was the one. One day she told me she was pregnant and that made me excited. Sadly Ciara wasn't. She wanted to get an abortion but I don't believe in killing a child that didn't even get to see the world.So I told her to keep it. After school one day I went to go see her. I went to her house to find out she left to move with her Grandma. Her mom told me Ciara didn't want me to know where she was. I haven't seen Ciara until today. I just wish I was in my little girls life."I said sighing. Vanessa nodded understanding.

"Well she is here now. How did you get her name tatted on you though?"She said tracing my tattoo.

"I had people to get information on Chrissy when she was born so someone told me her name on her birth certificate was Chrissy."

"Oh. I love you Jojo."Vanessa said drifting to sleep. I kissed her head.

"Love you to ma."

*In the morning*

I woke up to an empty bed. I got up and went to brush my teeth. I headed downstairs to the kitchen because I heard laughter. I stopped when I seen Vanessa and Chrissy making breakfast and singing.

"My girl my girl she loves me."Chrissy sung. I smiled. I think she was singing that little boy group. Um Mindless Behavior I think.

"I know I'm on her mind even when we don't speak."They sung together. They laughed and Vanessa picked Chrissy up kissing all over her face causing her to giggle. I laughed at them. They looked at me still laughing.

"Goodmorning baby."Vanessa said holding Chrissy in one hand and flipping pancakes in the other.

"Good morning babe and good morning to you little one."I said kissing both of their checks and taking Chrissy out of her hands. I'm going to like waking up to this family thing. I love how Vanessa is treating Chrissy like her own child even though we just got Chrissy last night.

"Here you go and here you go." Vanessa said sitting our food down. I sat Chrissy on my lap feeding her. Vanessa made Chrissy some smiley face pancakes.

"So what's up today?"I asked Vanessa

"How about we go to the park and get ice cream.Then we can go to the boardwalk."

"How does that sound Chrissy?" I  Asked her looking down. She had her hair in front of her face. She moved it and nodded. I can see we have to do something with that hair. Her head was full of long spiral curls everywhere. At the  roots it was dark brown then it goes light brown to blonde at the tips. It was all natural to.

"I'll go get us ready."Vanessa said grabbing Chrissy.

"Damn I barley had her and your attached." I joked.

"Stop being a crybaby."She yelled from upstairs.

«Vanessa»

I was upstairs giving Chrissy a bath

This little girl was too cute I swear

I'm so connected with her its crazy. I got her out and walked her to her new bedroom. I looked inside her bag and got out her a cute outfit.

She wore a white shirt with a blue denim jacket folded to her elbows, dark denim skinny jeans, and some white Toms. I was sitting on her bed doing her hair while she played on my iphone.

"You have pretty hair you know that?" I asked looking at her.

"Mommy said she hates it and pulls it when she does it."She said not taking her eyes of the phone. I shook my head. Her mom is crazy.

I finished her hair. I put it in a curly bun with a blue sparkly headband.

"All done. Imma go get dress okay."I walked out the room to my bedroom. I opened the door to see Jojo with just a towel wrapped around his waist. His chest had waiter still on it.  It took everything in me to not jump on him and take him right now.