Is this love? (A Justin Blake fanfic) (Slow Updates)

chapter 5

Austin's p.o.v.

Today's the day Justin gets top surgery I'm excited for him but I'm also scared he's just so smol I'm scared something bad will happen but this always happens when one of the people I love go in for surgery.
"Austin I love you so much" Justin said trying to calm me down before I go into a panic attack. You see when my grandpa had to have surgery before he died he had the surgery and he made it through but then a week later he ended up in the hospital again but was put into a coma and that's how I had to say goodbye to my grandpa at 7 years old so it's scary to think about. "I love you more Justin" I said thinking about him and about everything we've been through. "Justin Blake?" The nurse called we all stand up and walk back with him.

•TIME SKIP•

Justin's finally out of surgery he's awake but really drugged up from the meds we get in the car and finally start on our way home Justin's family brought me along because they know how much I love Justin and how much he wanted me there. Once we get home I take Justin to his room after his dad told me how he has to lay I put a bunch of pillows and a few blankets under him and once he looked really comfortable I laid dow beside him and he put his head on my chest trying to cuddle with me the best he could without pulling the tubes out. "Austin I'm finally free from binging all the time" Justin said smiling "I know babe I'm so proud of you" I said then all of a sudden my kidney started to hurt so I told Justin I had to go and rushed home and told my mom she rushed me to the er after 3 hours there and several tests and one needle later I have a kidney stone that's to big to pass with me being 15 they said that they were going to have to do emergency surgery so tonight that will be happening. I call Justin and talk to him

•phone call with Justin•
J: hey baby what up
A: nothing much just in the hospital turns out I have a kidney stone that is to big for me to pass so I have to have emergency surgery tonight but I don't want you to worry ok everything will be ok my moms had this done many of times
J: do I need to come up and see you love?
A: I want you to rest you just had surgery remember
J: I know but you're my everything you're more important to me
A: aww babe you're my everything too but you need to rest and I don't want you seeing me like this I'm connected to 3 different machines and my mom said I look dead
J: I wanna come see you tho and who knows after you get out of surgery we can lay in bed together and cuddle
A: ugh you know I can't resist cuddles
J: I hope I would know you are my boyfriend so but I'm going to ask by dad to bring me up to see you
A: Justin you better not you need rest
J: I LOVE YOU
A: I swear Justin no
J: byeeee see you in a little bit

AN
Please don't hate me but I have my reasons the part about my character having a kidney stone that's to big to pass is true I had emergency surgery and that took a lot out of me I took the wrong pill one morning and I about fell asleep in band so that's why I'm having my mom give me my meds now 😂 once again I'm sorry I haven't updated in forever but I did update Mattie/Austin's age he's now 15 and yes that's how old I am oops 😂 I love you guys stay sexy my sexy unicorns 🦄