To The BEST BOYFRIEND Ever

I am NOT the Easiest Girl ♥️

I am not the easiest girl to love.

I have this bad habit of overthinking, I tend to overreact more than I should, and I get a little insecure every once in a while.

I'll be needy for your attention, I'll want to literally take up all of your time, and I'll require a lot of reassurance.

If anything, I am everything you wouldn't want in a girlfriend.

I am not capable of fully trusting you, I doesn't know when to stop fighting with you even if I am wrong, and I have no problem pushing you away if I feel like you're close to hurt me.

Loving me will stress you out,
loving me will make you angry,
loving me will break your heart at times,
loving me will test you,
loving me will challenge you,
and loving me will change you.

It may get so demanding that you'll be tempted to walk away,
it may get so hard that you'll think about giving up,
and it may get so complicated that you don't want to deal with me anymore.

Loving me means you get to see me at my worst and most vulnerable and that is something that you'll have to be strong enough to handle because I need someone who's patient enough to understand why I am who I am today.

It's not gonna be an easy relationship with me.

But if I am in love with you, then I can promise that you'll be loved with such passion and intensity that you'll forget what life felt like before I came along because I'll always be there to put your heart back together after breaking it.

Maybe I am not the best at being loved, but I am pretty amazing at loving.