YOONGMIN - Personalities

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A/N: in a nut-shell, Yoongi has an imaginary friend (Jungkook) and he is controlling Yoongi and Jimin is trying to help him..
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Yoongi POV.
I scratched my eyes waking from an awful sleep. Jungkook is in my mind when I'm awake and when I'm asleep, he can control what I dream and sometime it hurts me so much I can't sleep. Yesterday I dreamt my crush, jimin, was hung for telling me the voices were fake. I love him so much I'm not going to let him get hurt by me,

Yoongi you're too pathetic! You should just kill yourself no-one will miss you, not even Jimin. Can't you see he went home because he didn't want to be near you.

I breathed heavily looking for my pills. My face drenched in sweat and my hands scrapping the table looking for the red tablets.

They wont help you. No-one will. You're lonely, no-one loves, cares or even wants to be near you. Just give up and die.

I won't let him take me. JIMIN! I took my phone out of my pocket and dialed his number.
"Hello? Yoongi?"
"J-jimin-n.I c-cant do i-it..."
"WHAT?! IM COMING OVER!"
"n-no..." My voice faded as a wall of black was placed over me.

*hours later*
My eyes flickered open due to a sudden noise. I looked around seeing Jimin sitting on a chair, leaning/sleeping on the bed. I brushed his hair away from his face. What if something bad happened to him....I could not live with my self.

Is that so? What if something happed to Jimin? Imagine him crying in pain as you are no where to be seen. Imagine him dying....because of you.

My heart sped up. Viciously I woke Jimin.
"Y-yoongi?"
"Jimin leave!" He looked at me almost scared.
"Why.....what's wrong?" He sat next to me looking at me.

You're worthless, pathetic. Even he thinks so. I HATE people like you! Why can't you just kill yourself?!

I burst into tears, Jimin wrapped his arms around me as a cried on his shoulder. "What's wrong?"
"J-jungkook...He's going to hurt you."  I felt him pull me closer to his chest.
"Don't worry about me. Worry about you." His voice was so soft it was soothing. I looked at him feeling safe. His eyes met mine making me go red. I shifted closer to his face, till I could hear him gasp in shook.
"Jimin..... I love you....."  I wrapped my arms around his neck making us close the gap. He was hesitant which made me pull away, "I'm sorry" he looked down.
"I never thought you would like me too" I smiled as he wrapped his small hand with mine. "Yoongi I love you too"

He pitys you, Yoongi, but I don't. You're my friend and I know what's best. kill him.

"...no...." Jimin loosened his arms.
"What?"
"Nothing, kiseuhae juseyo." Jimin pushed his lips against mine, making me almost forget about Jungkook. I heard a vase break, I pulled away seeing jungkook at the door.

Pathetic, weak, lonely, isolated, scared, alone, depressed, dumb, stupid! You think he wanted to kiss you or even tell you he loves you?! Yoongi I'm your friend not him.

"Its jungkook again isn't it?" I nodded laying on Jimins chest. "I promise we will get through this together" I fell asleep to the feeling of him stroking my hair. I love him so much. I promise I will never hurt him.

But I can!

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