Alec and clary

Chapter 7

I tossed and turned, unable to sleep that night. I decided I needed some fresh air so I got up to take a walk outside. As I made my way outside, I noticed someone else was outside too. Once they heard me coming, they turned around. It was Alec. Thoughts of the other night that I couldn't sleep suddenly rushed in my head. How Alec had let me sleep in his room and how he didn't let go of my hand.

   "Are you ok?" Alec's voice snapped me out of my thoughts.
"Yeah I'm fine I just couldn't sleep for some reason."

  We stand in silence for a few minutes just staring at the beautiful night sky. It's Alec who breaks the silence. " listen, I'm sorry for what I said the other day at Magnus' party. You know I don't blame you for jace's death, I was just mad. I'm sorry."

I just look at him. By the expression on his face I can tell it's hard for him to talk about jace. I was about to say something but got interrupted by Izzy.

"Alec, Clary you need to see this" she said in an urgent voice. We quickly went inside. Once inside, she led us to a hallway that I've never been in before. I gasped. There on the wall written in red ink, or so I think, it read "clary, I'm letting you decide how you live your life. You either stay with your dear friends but each day one will get hurt badly or you can come with me and your annoying friends can stay safe. You have 2 weeks to decide and I may or may not show up at random times just to rattle you. -Sebastian."

I felt tears forming in my eyes. What am I supposed to do now? I couldn't stand seeing the writing anymore so I just ran into my room. I sat down on my bed and started crying.

    "Go away" I said once I heard someone knock on my door.
   "Clary, it's Alec. Please open the door."
I sighed and got up to open the door.
   "What do you want? Are you here to blame me and make me feel worse than I already do?" I said through sobs.
   Alec shook his head. "Look I- I'm sorry but we need to come up with a plan to stop Sebastian."
   "Well, how do you suppose we stop him. "
    "I don't know, but we'll figure something out."he said.
  "This is all my fault!" I yelled as I started crying again.
"No, it's not, Clary." Alec said as he wrapped his arms around me and I laid my head on his chest.

He smelled so good and I couldn't shake the feeling I felt when he took me in his embrace. God, what am supposed to do with all the feelings and problems?
   We stayed like that for a while and he just kept running his hand through my hair and whispering in my ear. This moment was so perfect I wish I could always be like this. We soon fell asleep like that and all my worries had gone for now.

Soooo....... I finally updated!!!! Sorry I was just really busy with school and yeah. Well here it is! 😊 I'll also try to update more and this story will not be exactly like the show or books because I haven't read them and I'm still reading the first one. Also I don't think I'm gonna make Simon a vampire in this book unless you guys want me too. He'll be showing up in the next chapter yay!!❤️ and we got some clalec going on. Do you think it'll stay good between them or nah?😂✌️