Complicated love

Chapter 7

I didn't ask him if where he is taking me. I just sit back and watch how other cars run. The car filled with silence. Nobody dares to speak out. But this silence is making me feel awkward. So I forced myself to speak.

Uhmm, where are we going? *I ask

To a place where you'll forget all the things that is bugging you.. *He said as he smirk

I continued staring on nothing. Until he stopped the car. So I put my attention to the place where he stopped and as I step outside, a big capitalize word is in front of me saying, "CARNIVAL".Whoah, I never thought Jason would think about this. First I was amazed of what I saw but Jason grab my hand leading me inside. A lot of scary rides I saw. I'm really scared of rides like roller coasters and octopus. I feel like throwing every bits of food in my stomach.

Let's ride here Joan! *Jason said excitedly

What?! In a speed coaster?! Never! *I exclaimed

Come on! Just for once? *He said as he blinked his eyes twice

How will I ever say No to this guy. He's making that cute face and there's nothing that I can do but to do what he say even it's way far from what I want. So I just nod my head and the sad face he's making turned to a big smile.. He excitedly grab my hand towards the booth and we bought a ticket. It's our turn to sit. The seats were by two so we seated at the last part. As the operators locked in our seat belts, my body is heating I never felt like this before. And the coaster started to run and my body heated like I was burning inside....

Jason maybe saw how scared I am so he held my hand. First I ignored his hand but I felt nervous than before. But Jason held my hand again but this time I respond from his hand and big thump can be felt in my heart. But as far as we are holding hands the burning feeling inside me lessened and I started to enjoy the ride.

After that ride, I feel so good! I just encountered my greatest fear in riding rides in the carnival. We are walking out the speed coaster when I realize that we are still holding our hands together.. I immediately get my hand and thank God he didn't notice it, it would be very embarrassing for us both.

We did a lot in the carnival and almost all of the rides we go on to. But there is only one place that for sure we always pass by but he didn't even ask a single about it, and that place is Horror Train! I'll tell you this, I'm fond of watching scary movies and I want to see a ghost even just for once because i've never seen one... We are roaming around the carnival while eating cotton candy when I ask him something.

Jason, You ask me to ride every rides here in the carnival.. *I said

Is there something wrong? *He asked

Well, why don't we enter the Horror train?? *I exclaimed

No way! We had enough. And aren't you scared?? *He said

No, I even want to see one.. *I said

So you can go in there and i'll just wait for you here... *He said looking for a good place to stay when I'm in the Horror train

You're gonna leave me alone?! *I said looking at him teary eyed and pouted

O-okay! *He said

Everything can be done just put a little act on it. So now, I'm the one who grabbed his hand and bought a ticket. I excitedly sit in the train with Jason at my right. I excitedly wait for the train to run. It was dark, spooky and creepy! Exciting! Then different kinds of ghost appeared others touch us and their hands are cold just like a real dead person... I wasn't shouting at all because I'm not scared when I heard a scream.. I looked into my right and I saw Jason covering his face with his palms. I smiled, look how scared he was! He's cute! But I can really see how he shakes every time someone touches him..