DAMAGED (the love begins)

Chapter 6- Not that bad.

As soon as I walked into the club, my eyes immediately scanned for the boys. Well just for Niall, Louis, Liam and Harry. I mean who wants to see Zayn? he's probably gonna insult me even more now that I'm wearing makeup.

It took me an hour to get ready with Eleanor. She told me I would look good with smoky eyes and red lipstick. Jasmine also insisted so I decide why not but now thinking about it, I don't want Zayn to see me like this.

I finally spotted them and rushed to them, taking Jasmine and Eleanor with me. We greeted each other and Eleanor rushed to Louis. They truly are an amazing couple.

"Drinks anyone?" Harry asked like a gentlemen he is.

"Just bring tequila shots for everyone" I shouted over the music. He simply nodded and left.

"Yoo mate where's Zayn?" Niall asked out of blues.

"I don't know. He was here a few minutes ago" Liam replied.

What??

He's here?

Ugh. And I came here to get away from stress. Who am I kidding. These boys are best friends with him. Of course he will be here.

"He's probably dancing with someone" Louis added. As far as I know, Zayn never dances.

Harry finally came Back with shots. We each had 8 shots. As I was drinking my last one, I could feel it burning down my throat. Everyone left to dance as I just stared at them. Suddenly I spotted Zayn on the dance floor, dancing with a slut may I add.

She's grinding her ass on his croutch. Ugh. What's her problem? And why is he holding her like that? I feel jealous for some reason.

I keep looking at them until Zayn makes an eye contact with me and smirks. He's doing it on purpose? My blood started to boil.

I walk to the dance floor still making eye contact with Zayn. I walk over to a tall blonde guy and start dancing with him

"Hey sexy" damn his voice.

"Hey handsome" I replied

"My name is Gabriel, yours?"

"Laila"

We started to talk but he turned me around so my back was pressed against his chest and I started to grind and closed my eyes.

When I opened my eyes, I saw Zayn staring at me, jawline tense. He looks angry but i don't care. I close my eyes and start to enjoy.

Suddenly, Gabriel's hand move away replaced by someone else's. I know exactly who's hands they were. Zayn.

"Can't stay away from me?" I asked. Woah drunk talk.

"grind on me, baby" was all he said.

I started to grind against him and could feel his hard on. Shit.
He started kissing, sucking my neck. Ugh. I feels so good. I turn around so I'm facing him, I start to suck his neck and his hand grab a hold of me butt. Squeezing it.

He pulled me to the corner of the club, against the wall and started rubbing his clothed lower abandon to my pelvis.
"Ugh, Zayn" I moaned

He started to kiss me roughly and I responded immediately. My hands move to his hair and started to pull on it.

"Ugh, yeah baby, pull my hair. Pull my fucking hair harder." He moaned too.
His hand made contact with my clothed clit and started rubbing it.

"Shit Zayn, faster".

"I....I think.......I'm gonna..cum"

He suddenly stopped. Oh no don't. Please I was so close. He kissed my neck and said " let's get out of here. My place or yours?"

"Anywhere" wow I sound desperate.

He took my hand and started to walk towards the exit. Do I really want this? I don't know? will I be his next one night stand too? is he trying to ease his pain by having sex?

We got in to the car and he started driving.

Shit.

I can't do this.

I'm a virgin.

But how do I tell him that I don't wanna do this?

Shit. Shit. Shit.

One of his hand make contact with my bare thigh. He started to rub it. As rubbing it, he moved higher and higher until it was touching my wet core. I could breath.

I felt guilty. I felt like crying.

He suddenly moved his hand back on the steering wheel. He hit the breaks and stopped the car.

This is it Laila.

We both didn't move. Zayn broke the silence.

"I know you can't do this." He paused for a minute and then continues "that's why I've brought you to your apartment"

It's then I take in my surroundings. Damn. I am here. I can't believe it.

"Thanks" was all I could say.

As I was getting out of the car he mumbled
"I'm not as bad as you think I am."


And with that he left.

I walked in my apartment and started to cry.

Crying my eyes out. I don't know why I was crying

But it felt good. I was so lost.

Why is he like this?




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