DAMAGED (the love begins)

Chapter 5- Memories

Sometimes I feel like I should stop talking to everyone and lock myself in a room so I don't get in trouble. My mum always used to say that trouble always follows me.

"Well?"

I stood right in front of him. I can't move. I feel like I lost my ability to speak. His eyes are so intense, it feels like he's staring right at my soul. His gaze is intimidating.

"I......I.." I tried to talk but nothing came out. And to make the situation even more awkward, my dream came to my mind. Shit. We both had a same dream last night. Does he feel the same about me? of course not, he only loves Rose. I wonder why she left him. I mean look at him, he's beautiful, caring to his close one and has everything a girl wants. I would die to get a guy like him.

"I just came he-here for practice" I quickly answered. "That's all"

"Whatever" he said rudely. "But next time knock on the door, I like my privacy. got it?" and he walks out the studio. It's then I realize I was holding my breath.

I take a deep breath and walk further in the studio. Ugh I'm so tired and after talking to Zayn, I not even in a good mood anymore.

"Hey guys" I say tiredly. All the boys reply kindly. It's then I notice that there is this girl I've never met before.

"Yoo, Laila" Louis yelled excitedly. "This is my girl, Eleanor." Oooh so they're dating.

"Hey Eleanor" I gesture my hand towards her.

"Hello Laila. Nice to meet you" she seems really nice. I already like her. I smile and say "same here".

"Laila, just by looking at you, you look tired but don't worry practice is cancelled again" Niall said cheerfully. Really? thank god.

"But we're all going to a club tonight, bring all your friends and plus we have to show Eleanor around too"

"Club? Tonight? I don't feel-" Harry quickly cut me off

"No, you have too. Too bad so sad"

"But Harry-"

"C'mon it'll be fun" Liam insisted.

"Fine, what time should I be ready?" I asked giving up.

"Around 9, so in two hours" Niall said "and bring kody and Jasmine too"

"Okay, then I'll go tell them and get ready"

I say bye to everyone except Eleanor because she wanted to come with me to get ready. You know what they say 'girls be happy and get ready with girls'.

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Zayn's pov

Sometimes I feel so guilty for treating her bad. I was never like this before. It's all because of her. Laila seems like a nice girl but if she falls for me, I'll just damage her like Rose damaged me.

Every night I used to wonder, why she left me but soon I knew why. She had found someone else. Someone a lot better then me. But how could she? I thought she loved me. I still remember that day like it was yesterday.

Flashback

I woke up to an empty bed. Where is Rose? Maybe she's downstairs. I make my way down to see her cooking something.

I walked up to her and wrapped my arms around her waist from the back. She jumped.

"It's just me babe, no need to be scared" I feel like she's being distant from a few days now. Like we used to have sex everyday but now she won't even let me touch her. Is she Okay?

"Babe, you okay? you've been acting a little off for a few days" I asked. Curiosity eating me from inside. She turned around so she's facing me.

" Yea Zayn" Zayn? what happened to Zaynie?? maybe she found out that I'm gonna propose to her tonight. Thats why she might be acting this way. Damn I can't wait to see her reaction from the proposal.

"I-I feel like it's not working" she said. What's not working. The stove? I'm confused.

"What's not working baby? I'm confused" I asked

"This" she said annoyed.

"What's 'this'?" I asked

"Us, Zayn. We're not working. This relationship is not working. I can't live with you anymore." No no no no no. This can't be happening.

"You're kidding right? it's a prank right? I mean we are perfect together. I know it's a prank. Guys come out. I know it's a prank" I quickly said, panicking, looking around for someone, anyone to come out and tell me indeed it's a prank.

Realization hits me when no one comes out. "Babe?" I say. I think I'm about to cry. Shit. I closet eyes, hoping it's a dream.

"I'm sorry Zayn but my love for you is over. I can't love you anymore"

"Pleas-please please don't say that" I beg her. I drop to my knees and hug her waist. Crying, begging her.

"Zayn, listen it's for our own good. Get up, be a man, don't be a faggot and cry about it" ouch. Her words hit me like bricks.

"Get up Zayn. What the fuck man?" I quickly got to my feet, hearing the anger in her voice.

"Wh-what ab-about th-the ring? I wa-was gon-gonna purpose yo-you? I tried to say between sobbing.

"Plea-please we'll, we'll wo-work this out. I-I promise. I'll do anything. Just please don't go" I begged.

"No Zayn it's better for both of us. I'll be back tomorrow for my stuff. Goodbye."

"And give that ring to your new slut." and with that she left me forever

Flashback ended

I wipe the tear from my cheek. I feel so empty without her. How can she do this to me? She made me this monster today. The reason why I hate Laila is because of her. She has Rose's smile. The way Laila is, it just reminds me of Rose. But at the same time Laila is so different from Rose.

Laila would never hurt anyone but Rose will.

Laila is caring but Rose was not.

Laila is beautiful from inside but Rose is ugly from inside.

What's happening to me? I've only known Laila for 4 days. I can be falling for her. But I can't.

I can't hurt her. Like I was hurt.

I can't damage her. Like I am.

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Hey guys, this chapter is specially for zayn's birthday. And you get his pov. Isn't that amazing? Happy birthday Zaynie. I wish you all the happiness.

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