DAMAGED (the love begins)

Chapter- 7 New Start.

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I cried for hours.

I don't even know why I was crying.

Maybe I was overwhelmed because I was almost gonna have sex.

Or because I was almost gonna have sex with Zayn.

Since the day I met him, I'm having mixed feelings. One second I wanna be nice to him and the next second I wanna kill him.

I always used to wonder how can someone changes someone else's life? How can one person's existent effect other?

But now I know. I always was a One Direction fan. And as a fan I know they have a huge impact in my life.

They are a part of my life.

Never I a million years I thought that I would be singing let alone talking to them.

After thinking for hours I finally got up and went to the bathroom. It's 5am in the morning and Jasmine and kody haven't returned back from the club.

I looked myself in the mirror. Staring at myself. My mascara and eye liner is all smudged.

I look like a raccoon.

I quickly wash my face and change my clothes into my pajama shorts and tanktop.

When I went to the kitchen, the door bell rang.

Shit.

Who is this?

Maybe it's Jasmine and kody.

As I walk to the door. I'm even more nervous. Why?

I open the door And it's kody. Just kody.

"Hey" he says as he walks in.

"Hi" I reply back lamely.

I wonder what he'll do if I tell him about my early events with Zayn. How will he react?

He might beat the shit out of him. But He's Zayn. No one can touch him.

"Um.. Where's Jasmine?" I asked.

"She's with Niall".

Whatt??

She's with Niall??

They better not be having sex.

"Umm I'm gonna go to my room and sleep. I'm tired. Yeah?" kody asked.

"Yeah you should. You look tired". He did. Either he's drunk or high. With a nod he left.

I honestly hate when he gets high. Seeing him like that hurts me. I mean he can do so much better in life yet he chooses to get high and god knows what he does.

I once unintentionally followed him and found out he sells drugs. In fact he has his own gang. He never told us what he does but I've met a few of his friends who might belong to his gang.

That's the only reason I stopped liking him. Yes. I used to like him. A lot. everyone likes a badass. I used to like him long before we became friends.

He used to like one of my ex. friend back in grade 8. They dated for a while then broke up. He then dated my other ex. Friend and broke up with her too. I still remember that I was extremely hurt because all my friends knew that I liked him but still ditched me and dated him.