DAMAGED (the love begins)

Chapter 12 - His Marks

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Zayn and I are starring at each other for a while now. We both have nothing to say. Or maybe we do but we don't want to say.

After I told Zayn about me and Kody, he tried to convince me that he's not good enough for me. Which got me angry and I got mad at him.

To my surprise, Zayn kept calm. He didn't say anything. And since then we're having a starring competition.

Zayn sighs and runs his fingers through his hair. Fuck he looks so sexy.

"Look. Laila" he breaks the silence.

"Don't you think, we have something special? we only met a few days ago and we can't live a second without snogging each other's faces?"

Okay. I have no idea how to reply to that so I decide to stay silent.

"Laila, answer me when I'm talking to you"

He moves closer and holds my hand

"I need to know how you feel"

"Goddamn it Zayn. I'm in a relationship with someone else. I can't just leave him" I Burst. Afraid of the truth. I know If I don't get angry right now I'll tell him how much I've loved him since I first saw him.

How much I want to spend my life with him. To feel his lips. His touch. To hear his laugh. To hear him talk about his family and how much he loves me. But I just can't leave Kody. As much as I want Zayn I just can't.

Life is so fucking hard.

I hear the main door close and foot steps towards a room then the door closes again. Oh shit. Matt must me home.

"Who was that?" Zayn asked as he heard the voices too

"Oh that's our new roommate. He just moved here" god why does he care?

"Is kody home?"

To be honest. I don't even know. Maybe he's not.

"I don't think so"

He just nods.

The room is silent again. I hate awkward silence.

After what feels like forever, Zayn gets up to leave. I don't know If I should stop him or not.

He's about to open the door when I call me.

"Zayn" I say and than instantly regret it.

He turns around so he's facing me.

His hand still on the knob but the door is closed.

"Yes Laila". Why is he so formal. Ugh.

Without think I get up from my bed and walk towards him. What the hell am I doing?

I stop when there are a few inches between us. I just stare. Scared to make a move. What surprises me more is that he stares at me too.

"I.."

"I just"

"I just..i just wanted"

Fuck I can't even talk.

His lips are distracting me.

I hate him

"Zayn"

I manage to choke out. We're so close

"Yes Laila" he whispered. Touching my cheek.

"Could you stay the night?" I manage to say without dying. I survived. I don't know why I said that but I did.

I need him with me tonight. Call me a slut, I don't care.

"Laila as much as I want to I can't-".

I cut him off by forcing my lips on his. I didn't want to hear a no. It took him by surprise at first but then he gave in. Kissing me back.

I move my hands to his hair and he moves his hands to my butt. 2 hours ago I was crying cause he made a move on me and now I'm literally eating his face. What a slut.

He pulls back and breaks to kiss.

No please kiss me.

"Laila. I think I should- fuck Laila"

I cut him off by biting his neck. What has gotten into me? I feel like a slut and i don't even care.

"Laila listen to me-shit" I bite his neck again.

"Laila look-"I grab his 'jewels' to shut him up again. That caught him.

His eyes turned black which were previously brown. He grabbed my shoulder and pushed me against the wall of my bedroom. And started sucking my neck violently. Leaving marks. His marks.

"Zayn" I moan.

Suddenly he let's go of me and walks out of my room without an other word while I'm still against the wall, breathing heavy and neck filled with hickeys from him.

*** Matt's POV.

I was about to leave my room to get a glass of water when suddenly I saw Zayn walking out if Laila's room.

I was quick to hide myself so he didn't see me. And waited till he left.

There was only one question repeating in my mind.

What's he doing here?

In Laila's room?

At this time?

I need to figure it out. Soon. Before it's too late